She wasn't psycho. Never had been. Did thinking that ever make it easier to believe that what I did was justified? Was fair? Was right? If that was the case... No, no lies; that was the case. She wasn't right, so everything I did was right by comparison. Right?
She was definitely off, I know that. Weird, kooky, emotional problems, a bit on the obsessive side. She liked to be hit. She wanted me to be with her forever.
Saying it like that, is sounds as if she was all to blame--that's not true, and I can no longer convince myself that it ever was.
I started dating her when she was pregnant, four months. Why? I don't know. There was an undeniable attraction, I have a thing for pregnant chicks, all that and more, or less. But whatever the reasons, we were dating. How could she have been expected to be thinking of this as short-term? No. I led her, I loved her, and I tired of her. It's cold, but it's the truth. Ten months later, I'm sorry.
She was definitely off, I know that. Weird, kooky, emotional problems, a bit on the obsessive side. She liked to be hit. She wanted me to be with her forever.
Saying it like that, is sounds as if she was all to blame--that's not true, and I can no longer convince myself that it ever was.
I started dating her when she was pregnant, four months. Why? I don't know. There was an undeniable attraction, I have a thing for pregnant chicks, all that and more, or less. But whatever the reasons, we were dating. How could she have been expected to be thinking of this as short-term? No. I led her, I loved her, and I tired of her. It's cold, but it's the truth. Ten months later, I'm sorry.
Better question: Are any of the Fibonacci numbers perfect squares? Perfect squares of other Fibonacci numbers?