themadcaplaughs

3:20 am... can't sleep... to many things on my mind...

Worried about work, things have been stressful, alot of things need changing there... but peopel are afraid to follow up and enforce what they talk about so thing never get fixed. I know what I'm doing, and peopel recognize that but I just feel like a bandaid on a severed limb... no way am I going to help stop the bleading.

Dreaming about my new car... well if I get it... I mean I can get it, I can aford it... if all goes well... and if I can juggle the insurance on it... but you only live once right? so why not do it??? but what if things don't work out... I'm way over planning this... but what can one do... when one is looking at buying a 1989 to 1994 Lotus Esprit... though I know it will not make me into Richard Geer

Listening to music, Seperation Sunday by The Hold Steady... wonderful album... I will close this log by saying... "you are all commanded to go purchase this album and like it or else I will sick my pet bird on you to peck out your eyes and squak at you until you are deaf!" or I could just say go get it, you'll love it... *shrug*

~I'm not schizophrenic, I'm bleedin quadrophenic~