theloonie

Such an interesting day I had,... it started out to be a normal dreary day with nothing to look forward to, so I went up to the store to get random munchies to keep on hand so I dont have to walk to the kitchen every time I'm hungry, and while I'm there I run across a friend of mines sister, so we talked for a bit, laughing about the trouble the group of people we hung with was responsable for, and making leading comments like we used to, she leans in and whispers in my ear about regretting not taking the chance with me years ago, and while she was saying that she ran her nails up my thigh, producing a very expected response, she then kissed me on the cheek, got up, and waved across the food court to some guy, and when he got to us she said "Loonie I'd like you to meet my new husband Jack" they then left while I stood there wondering why the hell she did that. then when I get home I decided to start re-organizing my stuff, and I ran across some letters that I though I had burned years ago, so I sat and read through them again wondering why I ever let that one go without more of a fight, memories of sitting together on a old broken couch on my friends back porch and just enjoying each others company, and memories of summer nights hot with passion, I put the letters back and laid down in bed thinking of everything I could have done differently so that she would still be mine, why the hell does my life have to suck so much? did I mabye get stuck with 2 peoples allocation of sucky life? and why out of all the girls before and after is she the only one that still haunts my dreams every night? I have come to the conclusion that if I dont find a girl to put me back on a leash soon I'm gonna go nutz trying not to go steal her back and distroy not only my honor, but also breaking many of the oaths and vows Ive given, though if it ever comes to that then my life would be forfit according to the code and my brother could rightly take it, or worse spare it and leave me stuck with the knowlage that i broke the vows I willigly swore when I took the cloak and staff. ohh well, Ive kept my self in check so far and can probably continue, and if it gets too hard I can always move out of town again. I figure sooner or later I'll find someone willing to leash me again, I just hope that its before it becomes pointless



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