theloonie

Well, as usual my luck sucks when it comes to the girls I've been hitting on, though one said that if I touched her "with that log" she would beat me to a pulp, so that was a nice ego boost, but then I got word that my nephue is in the hospital with a severe flue and wont be released untill friday at the earliest... so now I'm sitting here worried as hell about him, despite the fact that he isnt mine anymore I still care for him as if he was. well I'm gonna work on my next poem for a bit, I'll copy my last one again for you to enjoy

Tormented Soul 3
Something I want but I dare not take
Burning my heart whenever I awake
Wanting to touch but I dont dare
Cursing my life that is very unfair
Wishing I hadnt let go that day long past
Wondering how long this pain will last
Searching for something to fill this gap
Knowing the answer wont fall in my lap
Debating where I should go from here
Since losing control is what I fear
Beating myself for what I desire
Trying to extinguish this damned fire
Looking for ways to stay in check
Always avoiding the thought "what the heck"
Keeping these feelings locked deep inside

Edit: Webpage has been updated a bit and new story can be previewed if you e-mail me
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