why are all my freinds going gray?
so its 5:32am....
i had bad dreams all night. whats worse is i cant remember them. i have nothing to rationalize into acceptance. just that eerie feeling. im up too early for work which is fine, really. i havent had the oppourtunity to get on the site for way too long. maybe its for the best. ive been considering dropping my account. it just seems too many people from my real life suddenly know and love the site. not the least of which...my little sister. shes too young to really be on but, shit, i dont think that ever stoppped me from anything when i was a teenager.
i just realized im closer to 30 than i am to teenagerdom. the other day some new guy from work, straight out of college comes up and , being im one of the few youngER guys there, says to me "what up dog". this is insignificant cept for now i know im old because i looked at the little white, midwestern 19 year old and scowled...."im not your fucking dog kid"...its a sign of age when the slang sickens you. at least im not yet stuck in a generation musically. i think.
i get pulled over too much. they never have a good excuse. they just want to pull me over. eat my perfect driving record fucker.
i have too many random thoughts lately. i need to learn to better sort and prioritize.
i havent been painting at all. ive always gone in streaks but i dont like how this one feels.
tuned my machine and tattooing a few again. thats always good. i think i'll give some freebies. just to remember how fun it was.
next time i will post two pictures. i found one of me when i was 18. recently clean and all of 130 pounds. no tats. baby face. we need to contrast that with a picture of now. 185 pounds. just. a. few. tats. and now my face looks like i sat on it.
so do me a favor and talk me out of quitting....
giver upper 4 lifer,
lefty
so its 5:32am....
i had bad dreams all night. whats worse is i cant remember them. i have nothing to rationalize into acceptance. just that eerie feeling. im up too early for work which is fine, really. i havent had the oppourtunity to get on the site for way too long. maybe its for the best. ive been considering dropping my account. it just seems too many people from my real life suddenly know and love the site. not the least of which...my little sister. shes too young to really be on but, shit, i dont think that ever stoppped me from anything when i was a teenager.
i just realized im closer to 30 than i am to teenagerdom. the other day some new guy from work, straight out of college comes up and , being im one of the few youngER guys there, says to me "what up dog". this is insignificant cept for now i know im old because i looked at the little white, midwestern 19 year old and scowled...."im not your fucking dog kid"...its a sign of age when the slang sickens you. at least im not yet stuck in a generation musically. i think.
i get pulled over too much. they never have a good excuse. they just want to pull me over. eat my perfect driving record fucker.
i have too many random thoughts lately. i need to learn to better sort and prioritize.
i havent been painting at all. ive always gone in streaks but i dont like how this one feels.
tuned my machine and tattooing a few again. thats always good. i think i'll give some freebies. just to remember how fun it was.
next time i will post two pictures. i found one of me when i was 18. recently clean and all of 130 pounds. no tats. baby face. we need to contrast that with a picture of now. 185 pounds. just. a. few. tats. and now my face looks like i sat on it.
so do me a favor and talk me out of quitting....
giver upper 4 lifer,
lefty
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comicking:
If she's working 6/06, I'm going too. I have that day off from work and the next day. I can let you know if she's working and you have a cell number, or I can give you mine, just let me know...mofo.
honeychile007:
What's the status on the dead pool? Any new deaths?