the summer was nice. we drank too much and stayed up until sunrise. now he has to go to work at six in the morning and he falls asleep at 8:00 every night and I get lonely, but I can never wake him for more than a second.
I miss him at night, and he's right there. it's so stupid.
I guess I just miss staying up till dawn and sharing all that time with him. now that we live together I guess it doesn't seem that necessary anymore. but I miss it.
I have insomnia. bad. last night I drove to Ralph's at midnight to buy sleeping pills. they worked after a little while. but I don't like relying on that kind of thing. why can't I just sleep?
I miss him at night, and he's right there. it's so stupid.
I guess I just miss staying up till dawn and sharing all that time with him. now that we live together I guess it doesn't seem that necessary anymore. but I miss it.
I have insomnia. bad. last night I drove to Ralph's at midnight to buy sleeping pills. they worked after a little while. but I don't like relying on that kind of thing. why can't I just sleep?
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morbidangel:
Don't take sleeping pills, give him CAFFEINE pills!! 
sbpunkrock:
nope, ive had problems with insomnia for about 6 years, i dont take drugs so maybe thats why i cant kick the prob. all you gotta do is find shit to keep you busy... go grocery shopping, clean, duct taping is always fun, drinking works, theres a 24 hour bowling alley right off euclid, tons of crap ya can do. so good luck