thelastcasualtie

Not much to update on, but i feel like doing it anyway. Life hasn't been the greatest lately. Working out of town still, almost at 2 months now, works been really stupid by cutting my pay as well. That made me pissed. Right now im focusing on working my ass off to get out of debt so i can move next spring. Its not easy but life will be so much better once i push through all this crap and start anew. I want to do it right this time, and i wont let anything stop me like what has happened in the past. I'm just blah because i can be quite impatient at times. Also lately I've been detached from my life at home; mostly because I've been traveling so much but also because I'm fearful that something is going to keep me here. I can't let myself get trapped again.

I'm planning on taking my vacation time this Oct around my birthday. Haven't decided where I'll go yet but at least I have something to look forward to. I just can't wait until the day comes when I can leave it all behind and only have accomplishing my dreams to worry about.

Thats all for now, lame emo rant i guess, but thats just the state of affairs.

I look and feel like shit...I think I need to get some sleep for a change.



The next update will be on a lighter note I promise!