Hello again... yet another entry from yours truly.
Not much new is going on lately. I've decided that my current job is not making enough money to justify the gas money I'm spending to get there. It's a 30 minute drive usually, depending on traffic. And seeing as how I live in the most densely populated state in the country, that can be a bit frustrating.
So this week I will go and apply at yet another fucking restaurant. Arg. I really don't want to work at a restaurant anymore, but it's the only resume experience I have that is worth a damn. It's basically a temporary solution to make some quick money while I get my plans in order.
So there is a cracker barrel not too far from me, and it's right off an exit from the NJ turnpike. So that means it is ALWAYS busy. Not the nicest restaurant in the world, but they have a wait even for breakfast hours! Also they are very laid back and less concerned with being "proper".
One bad thing about carrabbas(where I work now) is that they are semi-fancy; I have to wear a tie and iron my clothes and act like I have a stick up my butt. And I feel like a total fake working there. I'm just not that guy! I'm too easygoing to behave that way. I'm more of a "hey, what can I get you to drink?" type of person, as opposed to a "Our feature wine this evening is the Echelon Pinot Noir, a medium bodied blah blah blah".
So this week I will do a scouting mission; I'll have breakfast at cracker barrel and ask a couple servers if they make decent money there. Who knows?
That's about all that's going on lately. I started smoking cigarettes lately. I bought one pack and they've lasted me almost a week. It's just something to keep my nerves in check. Because I've been super stressed and high strung lately due to my money situation. I hate poverty.
Maybe I should play the lottery after all. It would be so nice to win it. Sigh..
Not much new is going on lately. I've decided that my current job is not making enough money to justify the gas money I'm spending to get there. It's a 30 minute drive usually, depending on traffic. And seeing as how I live in the most densely populated state in the country, that can be a bit frustrating.
So this week I will go and apply at yet another fucking restaurant. Arg. I really don't want to work at a restaurant anymore, but it's the only resume experience I have that is worth a damn. It's basically a temporary solution to make some quick money while I get my plans in order.
So there is a cracker barrel not too far from me, and it's right off an exit from the NJ turnpike. So that means it is ALWAYS busy. Not the nicest restaurant in the world, but they have a wait even for breakfast hours! Also they are very laid back and less concerned with being "proper".
One bad thing about carrabbas(where I work now) is that they are semi-fancy; I have to wear a tie and iron my clothes and act like I have a stick up my butt. And I feel like a total fake working there. I'm just not that guy! I'm too easygoing to behave that way. I'm more of a "hey, what can I get you to drink?" type of person, as opposed to a "Our feature wine this evening is the Echelon Pinot Noir, a medium bodied blah blah blah".
So this week I will do a scouting mission; I'll have breakfast at cracker barrel and ask a couple servers if they make decent money there. Who knows?
That's about all that's going on lately. I started smoking cigarettes lately. I bought one pack and they've lasted me almost a week. It's just something to keep my nerves in check. Because I've been super stressed and high strung lately due to my money situation. I hate poverty.
Maybe I should play the lottery after all. It would be so nice to win it. Sigh..
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And I move tomorrow...eek!
Speak soon!