i had a fabulous musical moment last night. it was one o' thoses instances where the four of us were playing right with each other-not quite perfect,but able to see it on the horizon. we sounded great, and i can't wait for our breif but important performance this saturday.
had a few revalations this weekend. one was seeing a friend for what he has truly become. my little rock band was supposed to play friday night. he knew about it. he brought this guy to practice with him 'cause he wanted to out that night. band practice night is for band practice-a few drinks during the rehearsal,but the focus is on the rehearsal. nobody needs to be there but us, and we shouldn't be thinking about going out afterward. he and i have played together over 10 years and now we have a decent enough band he starts fucking around.
that's not the only thing. he's been pushing his wife to sleep with another woman. he has also been pushing the envelope a bit more when we do go out. he knows what i've been through with other friends and lovers cheating. it's life, but there's some things i won't stand for in mine anymore.
and he's getting fat.
but i still have all of you,right?
had a few revalations this weekend. one was seeing a friend for what he has truly become. my little rock band was supposed to play friday night. he knew about it. he brought this guy to practice with him 'cause he wanted to out that night. band practice night is for band practice-a few drinks during the rehearsal,but the focus is on the rehearsal. nobody needs to be there but us, and we shouldn't be thinking about going out afterward. he and i have played together over 10 years and now we have a decent enough band he starts fucking around.
that's not the only thing. he's been pushing his wife to sleep with another woman. he has also been pushing the envelope a bit more when we do go out. he knows what i've been through with other friends and lovers cheating. it's life, but there's some things i won't stand for in mine anymore.
and he's getting fat.
but i still have all of you,right?
ahhhh man.... you're bringing me down!
[Edited on Sep 30, 2003]
I am at the point in my life where it's either you want to be with just me or you don't..
and if you don't
goodbye.
I'm done competing and feeling like I have to prove myself worthy.
bullshit.
but I must admit, I am rather enjoying being single..and doing what I want.
*end of rant*
Awww...I knew I could count on you to bring me a fried ice cream..