i am so angry.
i have done nest to nothing with my fucking life.
i have put my livelyhood in the hands of others and wondered why i feel so close to the fucking edge.
my phone is ringing. the point in answering is what? somebody wants my money. somebody wants my time. somebody wants my goddamned blood.
funny how i can work 13 hours in a day, but god forbid i was 1 minute late getting to the floor."the expectation is that i get there 30 min before everyone else." 430 am to 445 pm. but you were 1 minute late.
goddamn christmas.
goddamn my phone.
goddamn this pathetic episode in history that is my fucking life.
bitterness.
anger.
self-loathing.
hate.
i have done nest to nothing with my fucking life.
i have put my livelyhood in the hands of others and wondered why i feel so close to the fucking edge.
my phone is ringing. the point in answering is what? somebody wants my money. somebody wants my time. somebody wants my goddamned blood.
funny how i can work 13 hours in a day, but god forbid i was 1 minute late getting to the floor."the expectation is that i get there 30 min before everyone else." 430 am to 445 pm. but you were 1 minute late.
goddamn christmas.
goddamn my phone.
goddamn this pathetic episode in history that is my fucking life.
bitterness.
anger.
self-loathing.
hate.
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and so do I
*hugs* i hope things get better soon.