thejosh

Stole from Dollbabyamy:

DEEP THOUGHTS

- Do you live in the moment?: Yes and no, I live in the moment when the moment won't cause unnecessary future harm.
- Do you consider yourself tolerant of others?: Yes I am likely the most open minded person on the planet, but I have a low tolerance for stupidity.
- Do you have any secrets?: Not if you ask the right questions.
- Do you hate yourself?:I fucking love my my bitch ass.
- Do you like your handwriting?: I could care less as long as I can read it.
- Do you have any bad habits?: Procrastination when it comes to homework.
- Do you receive any compliments? Constantly getting told I am cute and very smart.
- If a movie was made about your life, what would it be called?: "The Neverending Journey"
- What's your biggest fear?: That I will die before I have accomplished all I wish to accomplish
- Can you sing: I fuckin wish.
- Do you ever pretend to be someone else just to look cool: NEVER!
- Are you a loner?: Very much so.
- If you were another person, would you be friends with you?: Yeah, I fuckin rule.
- Are you a daredevil?: When the occasion calls for it.
- Is there anything you fear or hate about yourself?: Nothing I hate. I do fear become the person I was in the past.
- Are you passive or aggressive?: Sex- aggressive, Fighting - passive, Taking control of a situation - Agressive
- What is your greatest strength and weakness?: Strength- Brillant doesn't even begin to describe how smart I am. Weakness- Extremely anti-social.
- If you could change one thing about yourself?: My lack of social skills.
- There are three wells: Love, mind, strength which one do you choose?: MIND
How do you vent?:MUSIC and this journal.
-Do you think you are emotionally strong?: Yes
- Is there anything you regret doing/not doing in life?: Not continuing to play Baseball and soccer through adversity. I was really talented in both.
-Do you think life has been good so far?: No, I have wasted most of it but the last few years it has been getting better.
- What is the most important lesson you've learned from life?: Truth is all that matters. Question everything that doesn't make complete sense.
-What do you like the most about your body?: My cute face.
- And least?: Never had abs.
- Do you think you are good looking?: I am above average in looks.
- Are you confident?: I always try to be.
What is the fictional character you're most like?: Angel (from Buffy and Angel), I am a above average looking soceitial outkast with a checkered past. I have the wisdom beyond the age I physically appear and I am likely to help someone who needs my help.
- Do people know how you feel?: For the most part, but I am not sure they understand completely.
- Are you perceived wrongly?: Quite often. People make alot of perception about me because of my beliefs.
- Smoke?: No
- Do drugs?: No
- Read the newspaper?: When I see something interesting.
- Pray?: NEVER
- Go to church? NEVER
- Talk to strangers who IM you?: Typically
- Sleep with stuffed animals?: NO, I am a guy!
- Take walks in the rain?: Yeah when it feels right.
- Talk to people even though you hate them?: Yeah I hate most of the people who think they are my friends.
- Drive?: yes
Like to drive fast?: Doesn't everyone

HAVE YOU EVER...

Liked your voice?: No I think my voice sounds really depressing.
Hurt yourself?: I have but it was for a good reason.
- Been out of the country?: No
- Eaten something that made other people sick?: yes
- Burped?: yes
- Been unfaithful?: NEVER
- Been in love?: Yes
- Gone skinny dipping?: yes
- Had a surgery?: no
- Ran away from home?:Yes
- Played strip poker?: Yes
- Beat someone up? Yes, several
- Gotten beaten up?: Nope I have won every fight I have been in.
- Been picked on?: Yes, but it doesn't last for long because I tend to fight back.
- Been on stage?: yes.
- Been so drunk that you know you're supposed to go out on a date with someone, but you can't remember with who or when, and that you faint when you look at yourself in the mirror in the morning, not to mention your breath?: No
- Slept outdoors?: Yes several times as a kid, would love to do again
- Thought about suicide?: yes, but thought better of of it.
- Pulled an all-nighter?: yes, many
- If yes, what is your record?: 70+ hours when I was in the army.
- Gone one day without food?: yes
- Talked on the phone all night?: Yes
- Slept together with the opposite sex without actually having sex?: Yes
- Slept all day? Yes
- Killed someone?: Almost beat someone to death in a fight. It is why I don't fight anymore. I don't even practice martial arts because of it.
- Made out with a stranger?: Many
- Had sex with a stranger?: Yes
- Thought you're going crazy?: Can't say that I have.
- Kissed the same sex?: no
- Done anything sexual with the same sex?: no.
- Been betrayed?: YES
- Had a dream that came true? Several, typical not good ones.
- Broken the law?: More times then I can count.
- Met a famous person?: Lots
- Have you ever killed an animal by accident?: Yes
- Stolen anything?: I stole alot of stuff as a teenager.
- Been on radio/TV.: I have been in the local news several times.
- Been in a mosh-pit?: Yes
- Considered religious vocation?: Yes
- Had sex: Yes
- Been criticized about your sexual performance?: NEVER, I rule in the sack.
- Bungee jumped?: No, but I want to.
Had a dream that kept coming back?: Yes

CLOTHES

- Shoe brand: Best pair I have every had are my current pair of black Vans.
- Brand of clothing?: Whatever I feel looks good on me.
- Do you wear cologne?: Only on special occasions.
- Do you wear perfume?: No, I am a guy.
- Favorite jewelry: Body Jewelry. I don't like flare.
- Wear hats?: rarely
- Judge other people by their clothing?: Typically not unless they are wear a music, political or religious t-shirt or something like that.
- Wear make-up?: NO, I am a guy.
- Favorite place to shop?nline
- Are you trendy?: Fuck NO!!
- Would you rather wear a uniform to school?: HELL NO!

BELIEFS

- Believe in life on other planets?: I think it is extremely likely
- Miracles?: NO
- Astrology?: NO
- Magic?: Not real magic, just slide of hand
- God? : No not really, I am Agnostic but without proof of something I can't believe in it.
- Satan?: Same as god
- Santa?: No, never
- Ghosts?: No I don't think think are actually people coming back from the dead.
- Luck?: Sure, I wish I was lucky.
- Love at first sight?: NO
- Yin and Yang?: NO, everything in a shade of grey.
- Witches?: Not sure
- Easter bunny?: No
- Believe it's possible to remain faithful forever?:No, nothing can be done FOREVER
- Believe there's a pot of gold at the end of the rainbow?: no
- Do you wish on stars?: Yes but I don't actually believe it will come true.

LOVE

- Did you get frightened or uncomfortable seeing that as a section title?: Not really
- Do you remember your first love?: yes
- Still love him/her?: no
- Do you consider love a mistake?: no
- What do you find romantic? Where to begin?
- Turn-on?: Check profile
- Turn-off?: Check profile
- Do you base your judgement on looks alone: No, but they are highly important
- If someone you had no interest in dating expressed interest in dating you, how would you feel?: flattered
- Do you prefer knowing someone before dating them or going "blind"?: I hate dating. Things are some much easier when the ice has already been broken, so yes I prefer knowing someone first.
- Have you ever wished it was more "socially acceptable" for a girl to ask a guy out?: Yeah I might actually have a social life then.
- Have you ever been romantically attracted to someone physically unattractive?: no
- Do you think the opposite sex finds you good looking?: Yes
- What's the last present someone gave you?: My birthday was last week. I got several things from my parents. Check back journals for full list.
- Are you in love?: No
- What would you do if you were walking down the street and saw some hot guy/girl standing on the sidewalk?: smile at them, make eye contact and keep on walking. Most likely.

THE LAST PERSON...

- That haunted you?: Myself, my past self haunts me.
- You wanted to kill?: That bitch Shannon for ruining my birthday (check past journal entries)
- That you laughed at?: A two year old named Tyler.
- That laughed at you?: My friend Scott
- That turned you on?: I keep think about this girl Jesse who I will likely never see again and I get all hot and bothered by the complexity of her beauty.
- You went shopping with?: My friend Shaun
- That broke your heart?: the ex
- To disappoint you?: That bitch Shannon
- To ask you out?:This chick Melaine.
- To make you cry?: my ex
- To brighten up your day?: Tyler
- That you thought about?: That girl Jesse I was right above.
- You saw a movie with?: Carl and DD
- You talked to on the phone?: My sister
- You talked to through IM?: Don't remember haven't used IM in a while
- You saw?: Friend Scott
- You lost?: I guess Jesse.
- You hung out with: Scott
- You thought was completely insane?: My sister
- You wanted to be?: I only want to be myself.
- You told off?: Shaun after the whole Shannon incedent