Awesome party Weds night. Almost got laid but the girl passed out just as we were about to get started. To make things worse I held her for a couple hours as she slepted with my dick right between her butt cheeks. Didn't want to wake her because I know I would be pissed if I got woken when I was sleeping as good as she was, but the whole time Big JOSH was whispering just slide that g-string to the side and get me in there. DAMN, why must I have morals???!!! 
New years eve started out good, got my 10,000.00 check in from school and was basically promised (she said she was going to screw me) I was getting laid by that same girl from the previous party. I get a good buzz going and I walk into a politicial debate (WHY ME??) and if you know anything about me I have to put my brilliant two cents into every debate I come by. The debate went for an hour and by the time it was done I had almost no buzz left. Then as soon as I left the debate I see my friends girlfriend crying. There went the rest of my buzz.
My friend, Shaun had left at four that morning at his ex wife's request to go spy on his ex wife's boyfriend. He didn't even left his girlfriend, Shannon, know he was leaving, he just left her in bed. Obviously Shaun was in the wrong, but this shit dragged out from another hour. Shaun was unwilling to admit he did anything wrong and basically made his Shannon feel like a complete idiot by playing on her insecurities. They yell at each other for a while then have sex like nothing happened, and needless to say nothing was settled. Shaun guilted Shannon into believing she was wrong when she did nothing wrong. As Cold said, "STUPID GIRL". Their relationship is extremely unhealthy.
The girl I was suppose to be sleeping with is Shannon's friend, Trista, so needless to say she got very pissed off at the whole situation. I knew that because she was so pissed off that she would be receptive to any member of the opposite sex until shit cooled down. I told my friend Carl this and he decided, against my wishes, to go and talk to her.
Backstory:
Trista just got out of a very short relationship were the guy promised her things and then dumped her after he got what he wanted. He gave some excuse about how he, "... never got to properly break up with his ex." Yeah dumbest reason you have ever heard right!! Anyway he goes off to persue other options but Trista continued to talk to him on the phone, which resulted in long angry arguments. His options didn't pan out and he comes back trying to get back with Trista.
Anyway Carl starts talking to Trista and this whole thing about her ex comes up and she is seriously considering getting back with an obvious asshole that left her for basically no reason and then comes back when nobody else is left for him. WTF? Carl basically tells Trista it is okay to get back with this guy. After the conversation Trista moves her clothes out of my bedroom and takes them up stairs to sleep in Carl's kid's room. So I go to bed alone and extremely pissed off at the entire world. Indecisive people are easily in my top five most annoying things. You would think that a girl who has said she was going to screw you for the past three days could have come and tell me about it herself. I had to ask Carl what was going on, because nobody could come tell me what the fuck was going on. Carl would have even told me if I had forced him to tell me. WTF??!!!
I am cooled down now because I relaxed all day listening to APC, TOOL and The Deftones, but the whole situation is just FUCK UP!!!
New years eve started out good, got my 10,000.00 check in from school and was basically promised (she said she was going to screw me) I was getting laid by that same girl from the previous party. I get a good buzz going and I walk into a politicial debate (WHY ME??) and if you know anything about me I have to put my brilliant two cents into every debate I come by. The debate went for an hour and by the time it was done I had almost no buzz left. Then as soon as I left the debate I see my friends girlfriend crying. There went the rest of my buzz.
My friend, Shaun had left at four that morning at his ex wife's request to go spy on his ex wife's boyfriend. He didn't even left his girlfriend, Shannon, know he was leaving, he just left her in bed. Obviously Shaun was in the wrong, but this shit dragged out from another hour. Shaun was unwilling to admit he did anything wrong and basically made his Shannon feel like a complete idiot by playing on her insecurities. They yell at each other for a while then have sex like nothing happened, and needless to say nothing was settled. Shaun guilted Shannon into believing she was wrong when she did nothing wrong. As Cold said, "STUPID GIRL". Their relationship is extremely unhealthy.
The girl I was suppose to be sleeping with is Shannon's friend, Trista, so needless to say she got very pissed off at the whole situation. I knew that because she was so pissed off that she would be receptive to any member of the opposite sex until shit cooled down. I told my friend Carl this and he decided, against my wishes, to go and talk to her.
Backstory:
Trista just got out of a very short relationship were the guy promised her things and then dumped her after he got what he wanted. He gave some excuse about how he, "... never got to properly break up with his ex." Yeah dumbest reason you have ever heard right!! Anyway he goes off to persue other options but Trista continued to talk to him on the phone, which resulted in long angry arguments. His options didn't pan out and he comes back trying to get back with Trista.
Anyway Carl starts talking to Trista and this whole thing about her ex comes up and she is seriously considering getting back with an obvious asshole that left her for basically no reason and then comes back when nobody else is left for him. WTF? Carl basically tells Trista it is okay to get back with this guy. After the conversation Trista moves her clothes out of my bedroom and takes them up stairs to sleep in Carl's kid's room. So I go to bed alone and extremely pissed off at the entire world. Indecisive people are easily in my top five most annoying things. You would think that a girl who has said she was going to screw you for the past three days could have come and tell me about it herself. I had to ask Carl what was going on, because nobody could come tell me what the fuck was going on. Carl would have even told me if I had forced him to tell me. WTF??!!!
I am cooled down now because I relaxed all day listening to APC, TOOL and The Deftones, but the whole situation is just FUCK UP!!!
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You're right. I am hanging around the wrong people. Ach nein.
Thanks for your words, pal.
mike