Hello folks.
Last night was interesting. It had been awhile since I really took a night for myself. I worked during the day and that was dumb, but a jobs a job. Then I came home and took it easy. I had some dinner and took it easy. I haven't slept like that in a long time. My bed all to myself and no alarm clock set. It was great! I didn't ever sleep that much, its was just so comfortable...
Today, however has been rather somber and confusing. My mom went to the doctor today and found out she has skin cancer.
My mom is such a fucking awesome great person and all that ever happens to her is bad. She has been in the phyc ward, had ovarian cancer and had to suffer a complete hysterectomy over Christmas one year, has diabetes, and now has skin cancer. Not to mention she has put up with my dad forever, her mom and brother are dead, and her other brother is a crack head. She deserves so much better...
They tried to freeze off the cancer spot today with liquid nitrogen and they will find out next week if it worked. I truly hope so...
Well, I guess that is life. The best thing I can do for her is smile and let her know her life isn't all bad, she has me and my sister. So for the next week it is all smiles and hugs. Anyways, people can live with skin cancer so, I guess it could be a hell of a lot worst.
Work tonight, and then school and work tomorrow. Back to normal I guess.
Everything will be fine just like it always is, its just getting there that sucks.
Until next time, Keep on rockin'
-J
Last night was interesting. It had been awhile since I really took a night for myself. I worked during the day and that was dumb, but a jobs a job. Then I came home and took it easy. I had some dinner and took it easy. I haven't slept like that in a long time. My bed all to myself and no alarm clock set. It was great! I didn't ever sleep that much, its was just so comfortable...
Today, however has been rather somber and confusing. My mom went to the doctor today and found out she has skin cancer.
My mom is such a fucking awesome great person and all that ever happens to her is bad. She has been in the phyc ward, had ovarian cancer and had to suffer a complete hysterectomy over Christmas one year, has diabetes, and now has skin cancer. Not to mention she has put up with my dad forever, her mom and brother are dead, and her other brother is a crack head. She deserves so much better...
They tried to freeze off the cancer spot today with liquid nitrogen and they will find out next week if it worked. I truly hope so...
Well, I guess that is life. The best thing I can do for her is smile and let her know her life isn't all bad, she has me and my sister. So for the next week it is all smiles and hugs. Anyways, people can live with skin cancer so, I guess it could be a hell of a lot worst.
Work tonight, and then school and work tomorrow. Back to normal I guess.
Everything will be fine just like it always is, its just getting there that sucks.
Until next time, Keep on rockin'
-J
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Best of luck my friend. Your mom and my mom should trade battle stories, it seems they've been through some similar situations. All of my best, I'm sure she'll be just fine. Your optimistic attitude will definately rub off on her.
[Edited on Oct 15, 2003 1:26AM]