I haven't updated in a few days, but nothing really has been going on.
The only notable thing is that eventhough I have been with my girl for over 3 1/2 years I get more into her every day I'm around her. We have been having a lot of family problems lately but it has only made us stronger. We just have to deal. Its hard to come to grasp with the fact that certain people in your family suck. Everyone spends you life complaining about family problems, but once you become adults its like your parents seem to let go. They have done their job so now they are done?
We both have younger sisters, mine 2 years younger and her's 3 years, so the shit has been hitting the fan now that they are both 18+.
Whatever...
I have a very simple way of living. I think that if you know yourself everything else becomes easier. The problem with that is, I don't really worry about stuff and people tend to think I don't care or aren't listening to them. I just don't see the point in freaking out about stuff. Freaking out is not going to make things go away or become better. I say just stay strong, know yourself, and face the everyday bullshit that drags everyone down. I always have a smile on my face, why don't you?
Fuck the world...I am rambling now
Sorry to those who just read all of that rambling, I guess I just needed to vent some. When there really isn't anything going on, one tends to look within. There is some really cool, scary, stuff in there...beautiful but scary stuff.
Ok, I'm going to stop putting the people who don't read my journals through hell and shut up now. Until next time, keep on rockin'
-J
"Forever fooling, free and using, sliding down the
slide that breaks a will
Mothers angel, getting smarter, how smart are
you to regress unfulfilled?
It's a damn shame, but who's to blame?
...Why would you help anyone who doesn't want it,
doesn't need it, doesn't want your shit advice
when a mind's made up to go ahead and die?
What's done is done and gone, so why cry?"
The only notable thing is that eventhough I have been with my girl for over 3 1/2 years I get more into her every day I'm around her. We have been having a lot of family problems lately but it has only made us stronger. We just have to deal. Its hard to come to grasp with the fact that certain people in your family suck. Everyone spends you life complaining about family problems, but once you become adults its like your parents seem to let go. They have done their job so now they are done?
We both have younger sisters, mine 2 years younger and her's 3 years, so the shit has been hitting the fan now that they are both 18+.
Whatever...
I have a very simple way of living. I think that if you know yourself everything else becomes easier. The problem with that is, I don't really worry about stuff and people tend to think I don't care or aren't listening to them. I just don't see the point in freaking out about stuff. Freaking out is not going to make things go away or become better. I say just stay strong, know yourself, and face the everyday bullshit that drags everyone down. I always have a smile on my face, why don't you?
Fuck the world...I am rambling now
Sorry to those who just read all of that rambling, I guess I just needed to vent some. When there really isn't anything going on, one tends to look within. There is some really cool, scary, stuff in there...beautiful but scary stuff.
Ok, I'm going to stop putting the people who don't read my journals through hell and shut up now. Until next time, keep on rockin'
-J
"Forever fooling, free and using, sliding down the
slide that breaks a will
Mothers angel, getting smarter, how smart are
you to regress unfulfilled?
It's a damn shame, but who's to blame?
...Why would you help anyone who doesn't want it,
doesn't need it, doesn't want your shit advice
when a mind's made up to go ahead and die?
What's done is done and gone, so why cry?"