I seem to have my best friend back... 
maybe not in the relationship exactly as i want her, but we're certainly getting on better.
after the difficult last 3 months we've had together, at times i thought we'd never speak again, let alone be friends.
but, i'm sooo glad we are talking and confiding in each other again.
she truly does mean the world to me and i love her dearly.
after my wife and twin girls...she is the person i think the most of.
she knows that too.
it's just that our past history dicates things a touch....so it can be a bit dificult at times.
i've just gotta try not to fuck things up again by not saying something soppy or stupid.
thanks for taking the time to read my thoughts...i appreciate it
maybe not in the relationship exactly as i want her, but we're certainly getting on better.
after the difficult last 3 months we've had together, at times i thought we'd never speak again, let alone be friends.
but, i'm sooo glad we are talking and confiding in each other again.
she truly does mean the world to me and i love her dearly.
after my wife and twin girls...she is the person i think the most of.
she knows that too.
it's just that our past history dicates things a touch....so it can be a bit dificult at times.
i've just gotta try not to fuck things up again by not saying something soppy or stupid.
thanks for taking the time to read my thoughts...i appreciate it
i don't think i want it to, to be honest...we've broken each others hearts on numerous occasions, and i don't think i can go through all of that again...but i love her friendship.
and i just wanna us to be like we used to be, before it got all complicated. if that makes sense.
but it looks like we're heading in the right direction