thegreatestfall

So my life has been taking this really bad downward spiral for about the past few months. I am not real sure what happened or what spawned all of it other than the fact that most of my life I have just had this ungodly weird bad luck. However bad luck or not this has been a bit much. The most recent events would be the loss of my job and on the same day a girl who I was not dating but talking to and hanging out with a lot called me crying saying she didn't want to see me anymore. Exams kicked the shit out of me and I am not sure I passed a single one even thought I studied my ass off. It is looking more and more like I may lose my apartment because even if I do find a job it will be at the very least 2 weeks before I can get a pay check and that is if i found a job tomorrow which probably isnt very likely. However this string of bad luck has had some good in it. I have had some friends rise up and prove they are good friends by offering their support and even people I didn't know cared came forward to try and help me out. I hate posting these blogs because I am not one to complain I take things as they come and I am very much one of those people who makes the best of bad situations however this has been very trying for me and I am not fairing to well at the moment and I really need to get all of this stuff worked out.

As I posted on here not to long ago I am working on a Novel loosely based on my life and as one friend put it "Hey at least you have one more interesting chapter to add." And he is right as hard as it is getting right now it is nothing compared to the trials i went through earlier in my life. Which brings me to a great quote from the movie Lucky Number Slevin (If you have not seen it go get it right now it is seriously AMAZING)

"The unlucky are nothing more than a frame of reference for the lucky, Mr. Fisher. You are unlucky so that I may know that I am not. Unfortunately, the lucky never realize they are lucky until it's to late. Take yourself for instance. Yesterday, you were better off than you are today, but it took today for you to realize it, but today has arrived, and it's too late."