i didnt go to work today. im not exactly sure why. i couldnt sleep last night and didnt feel like dragging ass around the shop. so i didnt go. and i never call out of work. oh well, i probably deserve it. 24 hours without a smoke. 48 without a bike ride, and 12 without the lady i was seeing. we are not seeing each other anymore. way to backslide , gov. back to where i was a few months ago. bored, broke and alone. i am however 20 lbs lighter than i was a few months ago. i think i will avoid women for a while. if that is at all possible. i wish the weather would break, i need to keep myself busy.

and i got a ticket for not moving my car because i didnt go to work. great.