thegoatlord

to move to virginia or stay in my shit town.

well, the reason i cut off all my hair (the new job) has offically went the way of the Dodo. someone else got it. now, the reasons being is she has 10 years of 'customer service' (ill get back to that one) and she did better on a test that has 'no right or wrong answers'. now, i know the test, obviously, has a right answer for what they wanted, but regardless. it was a caliper test, for personalities. of course a female is gonna have a better personality than me. anyways, her 10 years of customer service has been waiting tables at restaurants. what i really think it is, is the fact that she is a female of spanish descent, and the TM (terminal managers) get more money for the more diverse their work force is. in other words, i think i got shafted because the new TM is a bitch and wanted more money, instead of promoting a person who has worked there for two years, making shit pay and shit hours.

fucker.

anyways, im now in debate of staying where im connected to alot of people, or moving to Virginia with a friend of mine. i dont know SHIT about Virginia, nor do i know anyone there. my problem is im afraid to leave and miss all the cnages going on in the lives of the people i know and care for. just even thinking of it kinda makes me start to feel depressed. *sigh* its 'only' 12 hours away, but still..

anyways, had to put that here so i can keep my mind in perspective of whats going on.

/e ends bitching and continues depression.