thegoatlord

still feelin bleh.

been in deep thought about past decisions and such for awhile now. wish i could just get over the fact that i wont have what i once did, but i still long for it. i dont know why i do, but its just something ive always done. im just normaly left wondering what wouldve happened had i made another decision. wether it be for the good or the bad, i wish i could change things and see what difference it wouldve made..

anyways, payday is today! bad thing is, its already all spoken for. *sigh* i hate havin money out before its even in my hands.a good band is playin tonight, me and my midget friend are gonna go watch em. basically, the best way to describe them is a REALLY fucked up primus.

and thats a good thing

its outside of this bar, and im sure its bein ran by the same guy that fucked over a couple friends of mine for a couple hundred bucks. i told them not to trust him, but its their own fault.. still fucked up though.

hoping ill do something tonight thatll take my mind off of things that have been goin on in my head. the hing i find funny is, people dont piss me off anymore. its my own head that does. but thats already been discussed.

hrm.. went and put in the air conditioners the past couple days, so now my room is all nice and cool. rearranged the living room, making the house more my own since my mom has left. needin to do soem more, but im a bit unmotivated again.. ill get to it, eventually..

anyways, have a good weekend everyone. dont be silly, wrap the willy!