thegoatlord

Well.. my midget friend called this girl i like yesterday. reason being, she went to Austria for her first semester of college this year, and he wanted her to buy him a foreign snickers bar. well, im supposed to get ahold of her tomorrow for it..

problem being, ive had a giant boner/crush for this girl since my senior year of HS. i hate being around her because its like putting myself so close to the piece of cheese at the end of the maze, and then protecting it with glass. something im so close to having, but being blocked from it as well. it just, well, sucks.

shes an awesome chick to hang out with, talk to, all of that good shit. its just, id like more.. they say opposites attract, right? well.. im attracted to her, but i dont think she is to me. i dont have enough balls to just straight up ask, but i also would love to know one way or another. im not the type of person to waste my time on something that has no chance.. must mean somewhere i think i DO have a chance, it just has yet to reveal itself.

dont know where im going with this, but uh.. i want her, ill never have her, end of story.

bye