well, i must say, that is THE most fucked up party ive ever had, or attended. im typin with a really gimp right hand, right now.. relishing the fact that for what i did, its not broken.. just sore and bleeding. you know, the usual 'im drunk bullshit fight' thing. and i wouldnt have minded so much, if it wasnt with the person i had known the longest, out of my friends. ive known him for 15 years, and for him to pull this shit just pisses me off. i can understand he has some difficulty right now, with his ex mind fucking him, but that gives NO ONE an excuse to jump all over someone else. if someone has a problem with person a, they should deal with it to person a, not take it out on person b. i mean, thats in an ideal world of course, and obvously thats not the way it works for him, so pointless to try, right?
so, the reason my hand is fucked up is because i didnt want to have to go outside and get in a fight with him. i absolutely refuse to get in a fight with him, especially when its over something as small as it was. basically, the reason it all started is because he was disrespecting me in my own house, tellin me im talking too much and i need to shut up, cause hes tryin to sleep. fuck that. im tryin to talk with my three other friends here, and i refuse to be told to shut up cause one person doesnt like it. boo fucking hoo, because thats bullshit. you would think, for knowing someone as long as i have theyd at least give you a shred of respect. guess thats not the case..
anyways, up until that point, my party was actually rather fun. got to hang out with my buddy whos leavin in a week again. gonna have to end up goin out there sometime and harass his dad when he gets back in town.. it sucks that theyre moving, but its all for the better, so eh..
i go back and talk to the recruiter for USAF on monday, going to end up signing my life away for a few years, hopefully get my head on straight and get the hell out of this place. im tired of all the bullshit drama, the bullshit fake people, just every ounce of bullshit in this place. im done with it. but hey, ive been sayin that for a few years, im sure somethin will happen where i get denied this chance. always seems to be that way, this town is a black hole. heh!
anyways, im off to finally clean up my hand, take a shower,a nd go talk to a few people, see if i can make any sense of all of this.. later days, everyone.
so, the reason my hand is fucked up is because i didnt want to have to go outside and get in a fight with him. i absolutely refuse to get in a fight with him, especially when its over something as small as it was. basically, the reason it all started is because he was disrespecting me in my own house, tellin me im talking too much and i need to shut up, cause hes tryin to sleep. fuck that. im tryin to talk with my three other friends here, and i refuse to be told to shut up cause one person doesnt like it. boo fucking hoo, because thats bullshit. you would think, for knowing someone as long as i have theyd at least give you a shred of respect. guess thats not the case..
anyways, up until that point, my party was actually rather fun. got to hang out with my buddy whos leavin in a week again. gonna have to end up goin out there sometime and harass his dad when he gets back in town.. it sucks that theyre moving, but its all for the better, so eh..
i go back and talk to the recruiter for USAF on monday, going to end up signing my life away for a few years, hopefully get my head on straight and get the hell out of this place. im tired of all the bullshit drama, the bullshit fake people, just every ounce of bullshit in this place. im done with it. but hey, ive been sayin that for a few years, im sure somethin will happen where i get denied this chance. always seems to be that way, this town is a black hole. heh!
anyways, im off to finally clean up my hand, take a shower,a nd go talk to a few people, see if i can make any sense of all of this.. later days, everyone.