Ugh. Life hates me and I think I might be feeling fairly reciprocal. I'm in such a hard place right now. I'm poor as shit, can't pay my rent, can barely buy food (although at this point, I'm considering deriving all of my sustainance from beer) and I just got my best friend's car towed. Awesome. I got some stupid comission sales job at a guitar store in Boston, and I may end up doing terrible at it because I feel terrible about myself and I really don't think I'm going to be able to pay my fucking bills with it. FUCK!@!@! I can't even type properly. Those "@" thingies were supposed to be exclamation points, but I fucked that up too. Anyway, I guess I'm just using this journal entry to vent, as it isn't anything that I think anyone would want to read. So, I guess I'll stop now. 
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claudiajean:
Did you at least get to see some pretty fireworks this weekend? Maybe catch a moments reprieve from the shittiness? I hope so and I hope you are feeling a little better now.
xonia:
sorry to see you're in a tough place right now. i've been there myself as of late. but i really believe you gotta hang tough and life will swing back up. it sounds cheesy, but i'm big on karma. anyway, thanks for the kind words on my hopeful set, adn hope things start getting better for you pronto.