thefreddy

nothing new to report.

Still writing articles of the site. i might try to go to this place tonight where my boy is hosting. Trying to restablish lost connection, per instructions from my therapist.

Ya know what?

U ever feel like you're losing your identity? Like you get a feeling that you're not yourself but something unrecognizable?

I'm getting that feeling now.

Thing is, I see this as a good thing. 'Cause this means I'm beginning to shed all the baggage that was attached to my old self and, slowly but surely, building a new self in place.

Vodou talks about the Wagna which is a test or problem one must face throughout their life. While your solving this problem--which is anything from forming your identity, resolving conflicts of friends and family, etc.--your Ashe(life force) is depleting. And once your Ashe is gone, you're nothing but a shell, suspectible to any and all forms of negativity.

So right before I started typing this, I had a brief epiphanous moment of losing myself a bit. Whether this is because I'm losing my old identity, my old ways, or is it a simple brain fart? I dunno, but I'm wanna go with the former.

Dunno if this makes any sense to ya, but I gotta write something