What up peoples!
First things first, I wanna take time and thank everyone for the support and advice about treating this depression. So far, I've doing mostly cardio, push ups, sit ups, and been experimenting with yoga. Right now, I feel pretty good. No like exuberant, but better than I was before. I know this is not going to be easy going in, but I know I can do if I just believe in myself
Shit, there was a time when I would go out drinking 6-7 times a day. And, if I had to go to work, I'll stay at the bar til 1:30 in the morning, drive home, sleep for about 2 hours, get up 5am, drive all the way to the northern suburbs to work, get there, lay down in my car til about 6:50 then go inside to punch in.
I was doing this for the past 8 months.
Clearly, my body needs some rest. so I've been doing that. And it's like my body did NOT want to go out, but my brain did. Definitely a "mind over matter" type of thing. like my body was like, "I wanna sleep" and the rest of me was all "FUCK YOU YA PUSSY!!! YOU GONNA GET HAMMERED!!! WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!"
Srsly, there were times where I was driving sleepy eyed, and I'll still get to the bar. It was fucking ridiculous.
Once again, thank you thank you thank you for all the advice. I really really do appreciate that. If I was a SG, I'll send ya pics of myself, but I'm not. I got no boobs and thunder thighs. I'm just a skinny dude with a serious case of bad hair day(I'm growing my locks again. No starter twists this, just all natural).
Soo random questions:
1.)Do you think Tila Tequila got a big ass head? Cuz I sure think so.
Really, I think her head is gonna collapse on top of her body one of these days. I mean, the girl's a fucking stick for fuck's sake.
Do you think Streets of Rage 2 is the greatest game TO EVER EXISTED IN THIS MORTAL REALM!!!?!?!?!?!?! (in case you haven't figured it out, this is one of those trolling questions, so opponents shouldn't answer this
Actually, both questions are like that)
That's all I got so later.
PS Snarky's blue, and that's not cool. Go to her journal and see what u can do.
PPS
Some music
Smiling Faces Sometimes--The Undisputed Truth
Am I Black enough For You-Billy Paul
First things first, I wanna take time and thank everyone for the support and advice about treating this depression. So far, I've doing mostly cardio, push ups, sit ups, and been experimenting with yoga. Right now, I feel pretty good. No like exuberant, but better than I was before. I know this is not going to be easy going in, but I know I can do if I just believe in myself
Shit, there was a time when I would go out drinking 6-7 times a day. And, if I had to go to work, I'll stay at the bar til 1:30 in the morning, drive home, sleep for about 2 hours, get up 5am, drive all the way to the northern suburbs to work, get there, lay down in my car til about 6:50 then go inside to punch in.
I was doing this for the past 8 months.
Clearly, my body needs some rest. so I've been doing that. And it's like my body did NOT want to go out, but my brain did. Definitely a "mind over matter" type of thing. like my body was like, "I wanna sleep" and the rest of me was all "FUCK YOU YA PUSSY!!! YOU GONNA GET HAMMERED!!! WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!"
Srsly, there were times where I was driving sleepy eyed, and I'll still get to the bar. It was fucking ridiculous.
Once again, thank you thank you thank you for all the advice. I really really do appreciate that. If I was a SG, I'll send ya pics of myself, but I'm not. I got no boobs and thunder thighs. I'm just a skinny dude with a serious case of bad hair day(I'm growing my locks again. No starter twists this, just all natural).
Soo random questions:
1.)Do you think Tila Tequila got a big ass head? Cuz I sure think so.
Really, I think her head is gonna collapse on top of her body one of these days. I mean, the girl's a fucking stick for fuck's sake.
Do you think Streets of Rage 2 is the greatest game TO EVER EXISTED IN THIS MORTAL REALM!!!?!?!?!?!?! (in case you haven't figured it out, this is one of those trolling questions, so opponents shouldn't answer this
Actually, both questions are like that)That's all I got so later.
PS Snarky's blue, and that's not cool. Go to her journal and see what u can do.
PPS
Some music
Smiling Faces Sometimes--The Undisputed Truth
Am I Black enough For You-Billy Paul
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First things first, I wanna take time and thank everyone for the support and advice about treating this depression. So far, I've doing mostly cardio, push ups, sit ups, and been experimenting with yoga. Right now, I feel pretty good. No like exuberant, but better than I was before. I know this is not going to be easy going in, but I know I can do if I just believe in myself
you so can and it says volumes that you recognize it and are putting in the effort to change it. i've been diagnosed with severe clinical depression but haven't had a huge problem with it once i started a family. it still gives me trouble every once in awhile but i know that the end result of the depression isn't an option for me anymore. i have so much to live for and would be silly to go back down that road again.
and aren't push-ups the best?! i found them about 3 months before i got pregnant and i hated them at first. but now i miss doing them everyday.