thefly

Y'know, I do have worth. Beyond actually holding a four year degree I'm a pretty smart motherfucker. I'm quick thinking, I have problem solving skills, I managed a full staff, got mad computer skills, I fucking use Adobe Creative Suite, great customer service, builds PCs though I use a Mac, do PC tech support though I use a Mac, maintain a website, do photography, I wrote and got published a goddman novel.

Then why the fuck are these community college single course takers making me feel like a total fuck-up. A man who has "many great ideas I've gotta get to work on" whose been stuck in this position for twelve years and his protog, the bar wench who's also an alkie with migraines makes me feel like I'm nothing, not qualified to do this six week on job training job. My fucking boss, who makes enough where on a whim she can go out and buy a HD Plasma TV ... FOR HER SON'S ROOM!!!!!!! So he can play games... only spent two years in college. What the fuck. I'm tired of having bettered myself and being treated inferior for that fact, for the fact I want to be hired for my talents and creativity and not for how much ass I can kiss. The hospital says I'm underqualified to deliver supplies to each floor?!?!?! I went to college for a career, not a "job."


I have skills. I just need some motherfucker to give me a fucking chance. Just give me a fucking chance.


This isn't a rant... it's a honest to gods cry for help.