Looking through OK Cupid, Match, Blendr, Tinder is just so exhausting.
The fact that I and everyone on that site makes snap judgements on looks and information left just leaves me feeling cold.
For someone like me, it's exhausting because I have to always make the first move and live with the constant lack of replies because I'm either not attractive enough, or I've said the wrong thing and for most women, they have to go through shit tons of idiots making lewd and awful comments.
It's a shitty cycle that sucks badly when all I want to do is be with the woman I love, who made me feel whole after feeling so lost for so long.
I would actually give anything to have someone to hold, kiss and sleep next to at night. Sex and play is fun, but I want the woman whose kiss sends electricity through my body and makes my soul sing.
I miss her