I was wondering does anyone even read this? Guess I'll still write it, theriputic at least.
Army Stuff
Found out my NCOER was due months ago and finally got sumitted, so now my packet can make it back down the chain. Was on duty for a week doing srp, and small pr mission. I think my face will appear in milwaukee newspapers, hospital newsletters, maybe some other things. Go back away friday for three days.
Drama
God do I hate it, but thats what makes life interesting. Went to the strip club silk during army manuevers. During that night while not drinking, think I jokingly made a pass @ an officer and she liked it. I almost did naughty things with a girl that seems to be the company bike, though I think this other dude thought he was getting in on the act so I was hesitant to persue further, and I got a stripers number though it appears she gave it to three guys that night, so I'm not feeling real special Sometimes I wonder if morals are truely engrained into us, or are they truely a choice. The girl I could have slept with was married, and I could have found away yet I let the fact that my roomate was asleep in my room stop me. I could have easily told him to go crash else where, but I didn't. Is that who I am, or who I want to be? I like to think I'm doing onto others as I would like to have done onto me, but it never seems that is the case. Am I playing by a set of rules everyone else gave up on. Part of me thinks that give a big enough temptaion my morals will fail, is that ok with me?
Part of me would really like someone to be in a relationship with another part is about as many women as possible. I don't want to hurt others, yet I don't think I ever give them a chance because then they would be able to hurt me. Guess I'm just one big oxymoron.
I would like to hang out with people on this site, yet I feel kind of awkward just inviting people out. We come to this site to find those that are different yet we all still act the same as those that aren't.
Army Stuff
Found out my NCOER was due months ago and finally got sumitted, so now my packet can make it back down the chain. Was on duty for a week doing srp, and small pr mission. I think my face will appear in milwaukee newspapers, hospital newsletters, maybe some other things. Go back away friday for three days.
Drama
God do I hate it, but thats what makes life interesting. Went to the strip club silk during army manuevers. During that night while not drinking, think I jokingly made a pass @ an officer and she liked it. I almost did naughty things with a girl that seems to be the company bike, though I think this other dude thought he was getting in on the act so I was hesitant to persue further, and I got a stripers number though it appears she gave it to three guys that night, so I'm not feeling real special Sometimes I wonder if morals are truely engrained into us, or are they truely a choice. The girl I could have slept with was married, and I could have found away yet I let the fact that my roomate was asleep in my room stop me. I could have easily told him to go crash else where, but I didn't. Is that who I am, or who I want to be? I like to think I'm doing onto others as I would like to have done onto me, but it never seems that is the case. Am I playing by a set of rules everyone else gave up on. Part of me thinks that give a big enough temptaion my morals will fail, is that ok with me?
Part of me would really like someone to be in a relationship with another part is about as many women as possible. I don't want to hurt others, yet I don't think I ever give them a chance because then they would be able to hurt me. Guess I'm just one big oxymoron.
I would like to hang out with people on this site, yet I feel kind of awkward just inviting people out. We come to this site to find those that are different yet we all still act the same as those that aren't.
well. I don't know what to say about the stripper. except that as a former stripper, well, there are all kinds of girls in a club. you have the girls that give their number to every guy who's cute or every guy who's spent enough money (and she either thinks she'll get more if she goes home with you or is just wanting to get off). you have girls who just dance, like myself, no touching, no hanky panky, no number giving. strictly business. and then you have girls who have sex in the VIP room. those girls you want to run the opposite way from.
being in a strip club is actually very interesting. some of the girls are beautiful and just there because they enjoy it, or because they can do it. some of the girls are interesting simply because they're a walking train wreck (who can look away?!).
then again, I've always thought the customers much more facinating....