After realizing how unhappy i was in my last relationship, which was quite serious, i knew that at the moment, i need to be single. Since ending that relationship back in march i've come to another conclusion. I need to separate myself from my current circle of local friends. With as little free time as i have available at the moment, i understand that my best bet is to plan on being alone.
I'm not quite sure how i feel about this realization yet. I was very introverted and spent a lot of time by myself as a teenager. The connections with friends that i have now i spent years building. Its hard to look at those connections and think that they aren't doing anything for me, and as far as i can tell, also aren't doing all that much for most of my friends. I'm happy that i know how i want to spend my time, but i'm also somewhat bummed that i need to cut myself off from my friends to be able to actually get out and about.
Hopefully as i reboot i can spend my time and energy as i want, make some new friends along the way, and rebuild better connections with the friends i've known for years. I'm an optimist, i know things are going to get better for me, i'm just also not very patient.
Oh well. Hello SG land! I'm glad there are so many interesting people on here. Hopefully i'll get a chance to say hi.