i fucking hate money!!! well i love it but i hate being skint 
I have 74 till 23rd of oct, between 2 people for food and transport. not gonna happen. fuck.
Im applying for a loan on monday, but i never get them as i dont have any credit history. catch 22 bollocks.
Anyway i dont want to get me hopes up, because ill cry my lil heart out, i want it so much. For a car and bills, lolo and benjicore visit and some new ink!!*fingers crossed*
Anyway on a lighter note, im gettin happier the drugs for my anixety seem to be workin, and ill start job hunting soon, i just hate having to change how i look for a job, its wank.But im happy or happier than usual anyway.I went out last friday and had an awesome night! i was pissed on cider and black. yum. and ill be repeatin it this week, tho ill be buy my drink before leavin my flat for the club.
oh i lent a camara off my fam and broke it. opps
hope your all well
xxx
I have 74 till 23rd of oct, between 2 people for food and transport. not gonna happen. fuck.
Im applying for a loan on monday, but i never get them as i dont have any credit history. catch 22 bollocks.
Anyway i dont want to get me hopes up, because ill cry my lil heart out, i want it so much. For a car and bills, lolo and benjicore visit and some new ink!!*fingers crossed*
Anyway on a lighter note, im gettin happier the drugs for my anixety seem to be workin, and ill start job hunting soon, i just hate having to change how i look for a job, its wank.But im happy or happier than usual anyway.I went out last friday and had an awesome night! i was pissed on cider and black. yum. and ill be repeatin it this week, tho ill be buy my drink before leavin my flat for the club.
oh i lent a camara off my fam and broke it. opps
hope your all well
xxx