thedweller

I ut up some new pics. Couple new pics of me, a few of my family taken at Christmas, and one of my roommate's son.

Speaking of my roommate, she's still a mess. Denies being on drugs, even though we know she is from one of her friends. Her life is still a mess, and she's back seeing the guy who got her into all of this. Luckily Pierce isn't around this week, he's at his dad's. I'm still trying to decide how to handle this. It sucks being in the middle, and being responsible for her son. Not that I mind taking care of him. I've been doing that for months really, since she became so unreliable. What really scares me though is that I have to make a big decision soon about telling his dad about his mom, and probably leading to her losing custody, and Pierce ending up with his dad, where he doesn't want to be. It's not a choice you can make lightly, but at the same time I can't possibly leave him with her once I find somewhere else to live and I'm not there to take care of him for her.

And in the meantime I've been working on improving my life. Eatting healthier, excercise, working out some. I'm feeling good, and looking better. I'm getting a lot more attention from women, and I really realize that I miss having one around. I really find myself wanting to go out and make new friends (read that as "meet women"), but I'm broke from picking up the slack from my roommate's mess. And I need new clothes from the lost weight hehe. I think I need a second job for a while to get some cash for myself.