I'm going to stop with the updates of my day to day events, coz I'm broke and it's not really interesting.
My thoughts though, are going through the roof. That's not to say that I'm having more than usual, it's just they are larger, more developed and have a deeper effect than the day to day mundane.
*this update is very long, but those who read to the end will see pictures of the leader of SGUK sleeping like a baby, a dude in a dress and the most beautiful woman in the world*
Basically there are two main points of focus in my thoughts at the moment: girls and creativity, and I've got various options on both.
Girls
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Are lovely
I've always been quite flirtatious and have many female friends, but it's been a while since I've had a decent relationship with one. In Bristol I'm constantly surrounded by beautiful women and it's a great place to live for that, but I'm really not meeting anyone new. When I do go out it's generally with friends that I want to catch up with and I don't want to sacrifice my time with them to chase a bit of skirt, which when you're out on a Friday night is all you really can do. My friends generally seem self contained in their group of friends and I don't really meet new people through them.
The only time I do meet girls is when I leave Bristol. When I'm outside the city limits I meet lovely gorgeous women with similar interests, but they live fucking miles away and I rarely have time to explore the chemistry. I don't even get the time to work out if I fancy them or if I'm just really glad to meet someone new. It's problematic to say the least.
I think I've got to consciously go out and meet women. Dedicate a night to it. I might go out one night with my flatmate once I've been paid and just see who we can meet. I see the fucker everyday so I won't have to waste time catching up. He's in a similar situation so as long as we don't get desperate and just be open minded we might actually meet new people. We'll probably get very drunk though, but we have to try!
Oh, and the pic of Tron is in my pics folder random shite, pic 14
Creativity
SPOILERS! (Click to view)Whenever I'm single my imagination sky rockets. Often it's a great alternative, sometimes it's just the silver lining, and on rare occassions it stops me leaving the house. We're definitely moving to the latter stages as I have many ideas, but they are only fragments and leap out whenever I'm trying to do something. I'll be cleaning the kitchen and get a great idea to deepen the complexity of the relationship with the princess in my Kung Fu novel, I'll be doing paperwork in the office when I'll come up with a great short film symbolising the path of modern reelationships. Last night I was just dropping off to sleep when I had to scramble for a pen to right down some explanations to make vampires more realistic.
My flat, it is safe to say, is a mess. My flatmate has kindly cleaned the kitchen and kept most of the livingroom in order, but I need to sort this out whilst he's visiting his dad this weekend. I have pens and scraps of paper EVERYWHERE. I need to type up some of these notes and recycle all this paper. I'm sure I must have the equivalent of a small woodland covering my bedroom floor. I also need to have a clear plan on which story to tackle first. I proved to myself two weeks ago that I can write beginning to end in a weekend so as soon I've I've chosen it I know I can and will get it done.
Picture 15 in the random shite folder is the most beautiful woman in the world
PLEASE ADVISE ON ONE OF THE FOLLOWING OPTIONS:
a) I should be more proactive on trying to meet lovely single girls in my hometown OR give a chance to the lovely single girls I've already met outside of town and don't write them off just because they're not within walking distance
b) My next screenplay to complete should be about:
i) Killer Moss From Outer Space - That may also be the title for this B movie in which Bruce Campbell as a genetic scientist and a group of misfits fight against the deadly expanding plant as it ravages a small town. Same tone of humour as Tremors and Critters, but better than Critters and hopefully on par with Tremors.
ii) Delusion - A lonely psychiatrist falls in love with her patient, but when she discovers he's fallen for someone else she abuses her position to try and sabotage the relationship. A black comedy with quite a few twists and turns, but I want to be careful not to let it fall into farce.
iii) Ignore side projects and actually write my Kung Fu Saga. I've given myself 8 years to write this epic, but it is by far the best story I've ever come up with. This is the one I will be remembered for, the one that blows away every person I tell it to. My best selling novel turned into Oscar winning film.
However, it will take ages to do it justice and get the research I need.
So basically, do I start my masterpiece now or get a few films under my belt? I'll always be doing it part time, but should I start to dedicate my life before it gets too late? I can't write plot details here, but I'll tell you in person or on the phone if you want. It is my best, but it won't be complete for a while, the other two I could finish this year. And the final pic is number 28.
I know I'll choose my own path in the end, but I'd appreciate any input.
Have a good weekend folks.
Oh and those looking for the pics
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love Tea
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