thediz

...and i'm good for another month.

i think i might be going grey soon. sg keeps telling me my payment can't be processed and it won't take my new card number, so i don't know what the fuck is wrong with it.

so get a screen name from me if you want to still chat it up while i'm not in sg land.

best coversation so far this year..

holy shit this summa is going to bez soo much fun!!!!!!!!!!!!

first off, billiebillie and myself are going to see mest one last time.. unless they do another reunion show. it's going to be in cali! ifucking love leaving az during the summer!!!! i beleive that's going to be the 17th of april, i'm going to take 2 days off, hopefuly i won't have to...
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so work pretty much blew my balls off.

today, i was the only teller schedule to work all day.
lindsay was there, but she leaves for class at like 11.
two ladies, that are loan officers, went up to the teller line to help out, but it's not like it really helped me any. they didn't really have drawers, so i had to keep giving...
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i've been getting random headaches. the kind that make you want to stab babies. but there is no babies to stab, so my head just hurts really really bad.

lately i've been feeling so self conscious.
i think i know why. it may be one of two reasons, possibly a little bit of both.
either way, i want it to stop, how does that happen?

when the fuck did i get too old?!?!? seriously. i work too much these past two weeks. got a promotion, but i'm still tired and haven't quite recovered from it.
i feel bad for blowing off a friend the other night, but shit, i could hardly play wow with billie i was so out of it.

one day it will be easier...at least i keep...
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i'm cold and lonely.. let's cuddle.

so today was an exciting day at the credit union...
well to start the day off... the cops showed up.
i don't think i'll ever forget that image. it was liike 5 cops all walking one after another and they kind of make like a semicircle formation in case someone runs away they'd be able to catch'em. the craziest part about it, was that it...
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well, so much for being happy for a while...

i saw almost_retarded last week.
he hasn't called me since.
i think he might leave tomarrow.

spent the new year eating jello shots and watching the twilight zone.
i still have jello in the fridge.

tonight was rad, i had fun.
i think i might be happy for a little bit.

i seem to never get enough sleep.
i want to just sleep for a...
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i wish i didn't have emotions anymore.

i just..

*le sigh*

nevermind.

it's complicated.