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so, i don't want to sound like a charity case, but here's the deal...
anyone who knows me knows im a little nuts, which isnt always a bad thing, unfortunately im not nuts in the good way right now, kind of uber depressed and the likes, been waaaay too long since ive been to the doctors about it, ended up at the hospital today after...
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captainbackfire:
frown i wish i could help and send you something but im broke livin paycheck to paycheck as it is myself. ill be sure to try to send you some good vibes for what its worth though! i hope everything works out of you!
captainbackfire:
im im glad to hear that things are looking on the up and up. definately keep me updated, esp since your a fellow MDer wink i work in DC so your neck of the woods isnt too terribly far from me!
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agh, i took a hiatus for a bit and the format of the site has changed once again, lame!!!

i dont know why ive been anti social to the point of not even getting online, i need to like get a life...

well a lot happened all at once: new car, new house, new job, new dog, got my wisdom teeth out.... maybe i just...
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rybo:
Not too much going on. working too much. playing too much world of warcraft. thats about it. yell at me sometime on aim sh1ao8lin2.

kiss
smuffy:
I've been anti-social, too.

today is my first day back in full force for over a month now!
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i'm sorry its been a while since the last time ive posted.... i got the check... i now have a new car (2007 ford focus), and im moving tomorrow from my 2 bedroom apartment to a 3 bedroom townhouse. i've paid off all the bills that i was so far behind on, paid off my loan... i may actually have pretty good credit now. i...
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theinsomniac:
I'm happy things are getting so much better! Any chance of you making it down on the 7th? It would be awesome to have you have out with the gang again.
smuffy:
aw I'm glad you're doing so much better.
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so im still a bit poor, but things are looking good for my future...

my first pay day is next fri, i cant wait, not that any of it will go to anything other than bills, but it will maybe make me a little less resentfull of work... its not that i dont like my new job, its just quite a change from any job...
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theinsomniac:
How is the new job going?
drago:
My baaad. I'll be in Baltimore this weekend, if you want to hang out then.
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so the party.... totally awesome.... everyone was so great and id like to think i made a few friends that night...

im already pumped for the next chance i have to see everyone...

i have a horrible pain in my neck, must have slept funny... i am currently doped up a bit on pain killers and muscle relaxers, without them i wasnt even able to...
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johnclement:
How is everything? You're popping up all over these days.
smuffy:
I wish I could get my paws on some unemployment checks!
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so, i'm trying like hell to be more understanding of my roomie/love interest's needs to get out with friends and such. i'm still pretty insecure, but i want to put trust in him, there is no reason for me not to trust him at this point... i finally got to meet the other lauren, although very briefly, that made me a little more comfortable with...
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sicmonte:
it was good meeting you last night!!!!
adelayde:
i'm so glad we finally met! i was a little drunk, when i left, so if i didn't say "bye," then i am truly sorry. smile
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hey there... mini rant:

im really sad for my current relationship, i have a guy living with me, but he's not my b/f nor is he willing to put that lable on it, but he sleeps in my bed and all that kind of stuff, even met each others families.... its so weird and scary for me, i love him... he's in a much better...
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bill_the_cat:
I wish you all the best in that. You're not the first person to fall for someone who is emotionally unavailable. We all do it from time to time. No one can fault you for hoping for the best though, even though you know it's unlikely to work out the way you want. Hope is what keeps miners alive when the shaft collapses. Sometimes someone is there to rescue them in time too. wink

Just out of curiosity, why are you almost never in 105 anymore? ooo aaa
bill_the_cat:
It has. I hope you get yourself sorted out soon. smile
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so i had an interview with a placement place yesterday, it went really well and I killed on all the typing tests and such, they said they'll hopefully have a assignment for me in a week or less, fingers crossed

in fun news, im going to a sex toy party tonight at a house with a hot tub, it should be an interesting night biggrin
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smuffy:
ha! I did the same thing a couple of weeks ago.
drago:
Sonar, Friday the 26th. Be there or be square.
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so, for the first time since i was 15 i am now unemployed...

i was back to my job less than a month, picked up 3 shifts i wasnt even scheduled for in that short period of time including new years fucking day and when i make a comment to HR that according to the family leave act i'm guarunteed a full time position since...
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xani:
awesome tat! LOL
comicking:
I admit I haven't read your past blogs, so I don't know why you would bring up the Family Leave Act to your boss. Have you had a child recently? What makes you think the FMA protects you?

Target is a bitch of a company. I now know that they must fire anyone whom they deem a troublemaker. In all actuality, Target and any other employer can let you go for no reason at all. My gaming friend worked for Target for several years, doing security programming or some such thing ($80k+ per year) and he said something about the MN department of Human Rights, and next thing he knew he was fired. He sued and lost too. He tried appealing and still lost. That was all recently. Target sucks eggs.
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holy shit, i'm a slacker.... not sure why i havent posted in so long, i had a sort of rough patch, not working and being in pain made me kinda depressed.... so yeah... im 22 now, wOOt, go me and such.... had prolly the best x-mas ever, spent most of it with my roomate and my puppy, my two favorite to be around... unfortunately my...
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ojaeflo:
Slacker. kiss
theinsomniac:
I know the crew and I would love hear more from you. We'll be having a bunch of events in February, you should try to make it out.