thedishwasher

so, i'm trying like hell to be more understanding of my roomie/love interest's needs to get out with friends and such. i'm still pretty insecure, but i want to put trust in him, there is no reason for me not to trust him at this point... i finally got to meet the other lauren, although very briefly, that made me a little more comfortable with things...

right now im waiting for my ride to the beach party at 666Irish house... its been over a year since ive seen any of the local sg people, so that will be fun, see old friends and make some new ones and such...yay

now hopefully i dont have an anxiety attack or some shit, ive been so anti-social lately its kind of a big deal for me to be going to a party where i only know a few people... im determined to have fun