thedeadreprise

have you ever had a cut that keeps opening?

I do...It opened up a little again when i saw you.. .

when i ran across that picture of your plastic smile.. .

I didn't mean to.. .I didn't want to.. .. . .see you.. . .but i did.. .

I hate that this cut won't heal completely. ..maybe it's just my nature..

I hate that it opened up a little when i saw you.. . I want to believe in you..

I want to believe in everyone.. .not only you.. . But how can I beLIEve...

when all i see of this world is a LIE.. I know everyone will say they don't have to prove themselves to me..

I know you will too.. . I know you could care less about me.. . I still don't know why you feel that way.. .

and trust me... .if i was granted three wishes one would be to see your life burn before my eyes.. .

but i could never do that.. . I'd wish you were as civil as you think you are.. or thought you were...

then i would wish for everyone's true happiness, because everyone deserves to be happy.. .even you..

not confused.. .not scared. . ..not scarred. .. .not abused.. .not alone.. .

then.. . i would wish.. . for .. . you to stand face to face with me.. . so i can see.. . someone truely happy.. .