Still no word on any of the jobs I've applied for. Starting to think they might have decided to go another way. Hmmmm, you think? Weather has been shitty so I haven't even been able to get out in the sun and grill. Playing with fire makes me feel better. My bank account is almost empty and then to add insult to injury something I bought on e-bay on my brothers behalf hasn't showed up and when I tried to contact the person their phone has been disconnected. It's only 15 bucks but damn people give a guy a break!!!
Just been trying to keep my sanity between the kids and lookingfor work and housework. My sister in law I think may have finally realised how much I actually help around here. She made some comments this morning about how I kinda keep everything running smoothly between she and my brother working. When it looked like I was going to be working at the casino she was freaking out about who was going to watch the kids, I hate to sound callous but it's really not my problem, unfortunately I've been functioning as a third parent for 2 years now and even when they (my brother and sister in law) are home I can't help but step in when the boys start fighting or messing with stuff they shoudn't be. I try to relax but can't turn the babysitter/parent mode off. It's a pain in the ass.
I spent last week watching E3 coverage on G4, now if I can just find a decent job to buy an X-box 360 I'll be content. For a while anyway. I've pretty much given upon the idea of finding a woman, it's wierd I see good looking women at the mall and stuff but don't even feel the impulse to talk to them anymore. Being single is just who I am anymore. Maybe after I'm back on my feet I'll feel like looking for someone. It's kinda like right now I have nothing to offer them so why bother.
I started chatting with some chickfrom florida on AOL and next thing I know she's telling me she's falling for me and all I can think is "damn you must be more desparate than me!" I mean how many people actually fall for people online? They're total strangers that you'll most likely NEVER meet face to face? What's the point of trying to get to know them on that level? Anyway the next day I logged on to check my emails and she starts blasting me with IM's about things like "what are you mad at me?" and shit like that. I mean damn I talked to her one night, we're not dating, or at least not that anyone told me? She starts e-mailing me love song lyrics and shit, it was just wierd. I'm lonely but not to the pointwhere I pounce on anyone that show me even the slightest courtesy. In fact we started chatting because she was asking me about a lasagna recipe. Suddenly she's seeing the two of us grow old together in her head!!! She may be a nice girl but she seems a bit crazy. Maybe it's just me that doesn't think like that. I don't get attached to people in general and ESPECIALLY after a couple of hours chatting online!!!
Well other than that there really isn't anything going on. Not that what I did write about was actually newsworthy, but hey it's all I've got right now so deal with it. Anyhow maybe later maybe not.
Sidenote: I'm not going to be able to renew my SG subscription after june 6th because of the whole NO JOB thing. Damn that blows. I really like this site. Oh well, I'll just have to renew once I get a job.
later, or not!!!
Just been trying to keep my sanity between the kids and lookingfor work and housework. My sister in law I think may have finally realised how much I actually help around here. She made some comments this morning about how I kinda keep everything running smoothly between she and my brother working. When it looked like I was going to be working at the casino she was freaking out about who was going to watch the kids, I hate to sound callous but it's really not my problem, unfortunately I've been functioning as a third parent for 2 years now and even when they (my brother and sister in law) are home I can't help but step in when the boys start fighting or messing with stuff they shoudn't be. I try to relax but can't turn the babysitter/parent mode off. It's a pain in the ass.
I spent last week watching E3 coverage on G4, now if I can just find a decent job to buy an X-box 360 I'll be content. For a while anyway. I've pretty much given upon the idea of finding a woman, it's wierd I see good looking women at the mall and stuff but don't even feel the impulse to talk to them anymore. Being single is just who I am anymore. Maybe after I'm back on my feet I'll feel like looking for someone. It's kinda like right now I have nothing to offer them so why bother.
I started chatting with some chickfrom florida on AOL and next thing I know she's telling me she's falling for me and all I can think is "damn you must be more desparate than me!" I mean how many people actually fall for people online? They're total strangers that you'll most likely NEVER meet face to face? What's the point of trying to get to know them on that level? Anyway the next day I logged on to check my emails and she starts blasting me with IM's about things like "what are you mad at me?" and shit like that. I mean damn I talked to her one night, we're not dating, or at least not that anyone told me? She starts e-mailing me love song lyrics and shit, it was just wierd. I'm lonely but not to the pointwhere I pounce on anyone that show me even the slightest courtesy. In fact we started chatting because she was asking me about a lasagna recipe. Suddenly she's seeing the two of us grow old together in her head!!! She may be a nice girl but she seems a bit crazy. Maybe it's just me that doesn't think like that. I don't get attached to people in general and ESPECIALLY after a couple of hours chatting online!!!
Well other than that there really isn't anything going on. Not that what I did write about was actually newsworthy, but hey it's all I've got right now so deal with it. Anyhow maybe later maybe not.
Sidenote: I'm not going to be able to renew my SG subscription after june 6th because of the whole NO JOB thing. Damn that blows. I really like this site. Oh well, I'll just have to renew once I get a job.
later, or not!!!
I also wish that I knew how to capture webcam feeds.. those would have been nice to keep.