thedarkharlequin

I wish I knew how to keep this fever.

I'm pacing back and forth wishing I could do something with my hands. That's why I get frustrated with song and computers. If I can't do it all in one shot, I lose steam rather quickly. At the moment I am on fire with creative juice and ideas for this. But I don't have the tools to make my idea a reality. I'm waiting on a program to download that will put me on track, but I'm going to have to learn a programming language, and purchase hardware and the task becomes insurmountable in a rather short time.
This is why I wish I could just be an idea guy, or work on a team with people who have the drive and skills to make my dreams a reality. Relying on myself to accomplish my goals has not proved to be very effect.