thedarkharlequin

Ripping old CDs. Haven't listened to this since 2001.

"These words, tearing me and make me bleed.
*Where they would see as though you'll come and find me.*
Light, it enters and melts away emotion
As I watch the sun fuck the ocean"

wrote some lyrics -

Spare Idle for the Needy

a child hood of what ifs
spared nerves
dodged cliffs

clung to shores and watched the water
as love floated
farther and farther

My ships have sailed
and Im here stranded

Im full of starts but shy on finish
I could spare some idle
for all going nowhere with me

leading by attrition
with sporadic ambition...
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Oh wow. Now that was bad ass.

The weekend is over, and staying up later is not going to prolong it. it's a new week in a new year of the same person at the same job in this same life. when do I wake up and not regret it. when will I find the will to change and make it a life worth waking up to. when will I realize that...
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Someone renewed my account. THANK YOU VERY MUCH, whom ever you are.

Last day. Goodbye all.


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My account expires in 4 days. I'm not renewing. This site has ran it's course for me. It's been fun. If you want to remain in contact with me, go to either my

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or

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bye

camping was a bust. I spent many many many hours wandering around palomar mountain, lost as shit, in the dark, by myself. I was superiorally pissed, then saw the strip club on my way home. I'm in a much better mood now. We won't discuss how much was spent. I might be camping with one of the dancers next weekend.

I smell like stripper....

My...
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Yay doing homework at Influx and eating granola.
Found out the hair is long enough for a faux-hawk.
I've started wearing eyeliner and meticulously styling my hair again. I don't think my full head of hair is long for this world.
between the Evil Empire Job Fair and X-Sanguin I don't think I could possibly stand showing up looking normal.(I realize normal is relative, and...
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