Hmmm lately I've been feeling like I'm drifting away from everyone. Its not like I'm depressed, I just want to be alone but I also want company haha. I think I might just want to meet new people, maybe I'm just not happy with my life or relationships, professionally or personally. I feel like I'm stuck in a rut or like I'm just not moving forward which is a massive deal to me, its why I'm always seeking adventure or wanting to try new things. Being on SG has been awesome for me because I've met so many new people and made some good friends and its kind of making me wish I'd moved to Melbourne instead of buying a house here. Being tied down is killing me. Maybe joining the army will fix that, I hope so anyway. I might be getting the travel bug so hopefully the ADF will scratch that itch. But all these feelings might just be because I've been sick and haven't been able to train or exercise which is horrible and i wouldn't wish this flu on anyone. So at the moment I'm sitting on the couch nursing my puppy who's feeling pretty sorry for himself and it currently sans testicles which cost way too much by the way. Hopefully I start feeling better soon, sorry to everyone on SG for my miserable rambling.
