Hey my name is Mat.
So as the title says I just signed up to suicide girls, after years of contemplation. I first heard about this site when I was 15 or 16 when my brother's friend got a subscription. Since then it has fascinated me. As I am typing this I have a cup of vino (red wine, more importantly Pinot Noir) and a cigarette lit.
So a little about me, I am a huge wine fan, I love it and would drink it a whole lot more if weren't a poor uni student. I smoke cigarettes which is something I am going to try and cut back on for health reasons. I am overweight but another thing I am working on. Back to uni, this is my fourth year at university but I started a new course, Bachelor of Pyschology, this year after doing a few years of IT and absolutely hating it. Psychology is amazing and something I have always wanted to pursue but I have always worried about failure. I consider myself a massive hippie and a psychonaut/tryptonaught. I try to be kind and compassionate to everyone as I believe not enough people show these traits. I am a drug taker, mainly weed and psychedelics. I have been cutting down on weed of recent as it makes me feel lethargic. I love my psychedelics, especially DMT and LSD, DMT being my favourite drug of all time. Psychedelics are a tool in which i use to enhance the spirituality in my life, I am not religious but I feel I identify with ideals of Buddhism more than any other religion. Music is my life and I love nearly all kinds of music, my favourite genre being progressive rock/metal. Pink Floyd is my all time favourite band closely followed by Tool. I am learning to play bass guitar and it's something I enjoy doing and see myself doing for a long time to come.
Onto more personal things. I am a very kinky person and would consider myself a switch but more of a sub. I want to find a lady who would happily dominate me. I would consider myself straight however I am interested in certain fetishes that kind of go against that, for example forced-bi. I love the female body and think females are one of the most magnificent things in existence. Something that can make life from sperm and an egg is truly magnificent. Being as hippie-ish as I am I like to spend a lot of time naked and I find myself very fascinated with both the female and male body. It's pretty incredible that we exist.
I think that is all for now. If you read this and want to chat or have any questions please feel free to message me. I want to make a lot of friends here, but I am kind of unsure of how to go about doing so without looking like a seedy pervert. I would love to get to know the community here and being very new it can be quite a daunting thing.
I will probably post more about specific things in my life in the weeks to come.
Much love,
Mat.
