theburningred

i've been here, i've been there, and now it's almost 2 and time for an update....

first off thanks again for the lovely comments i feel so spoiled sometimes!

weekend was low key, did a lot of laying by the pool, and a lot of gym time too. Saturday morning i amazed myself by stepping into the gym at about 8 in the morning. Skipped drinking and i'm fine with it. i had some news recently that i think kicked my ass to stop fucking around with my life. Don't want to call it an epiphany, it just is what it is.

i'm realizing more and more that i need to be good to myself. What good am I if i spoil myself with bad choices and regret?

I'm battling with resentment for not taking care of something i had full warning of a few years back- and because i procrastinate my life away, things might not turn out the way i had hoped.


i need to rest my thoughts.... tomorrow will be better.

xoxo