tonight i came to the realization that if i have gotten this far (Los Angeles) i would quickly live to regret fucking it up. disappointing everyone who ever thought that i could be something or do something remarkable. i owe everything (what, where, who and why i am) to those who have shown me love. this is my leap of faith, my moment of truth, my chance to give back to everyone that i love. i must give it everything i have ,without the unnecessary doubt and self-destruction that i hide behind because of a fear of success and/or responsibility.
so today i stop.
i will fall asleep and awaken in this dream that is Los Angeles and learn how to live lucidly. it will most certainly be a challenge. but i am up for it.
because it has always been up to me.
so today i stop.
i will fall asleep and awaken in this dream that is Los Angeles and learn how to live lucidly. it will most certainly be a challenge. but i am up for it.
because it has always been up to me.
checked out the site for your band. i really like it-- your use of poloroids and that spiral notebook is cool.
i know nothing about making websites, and deperately need to update and completely change mine. in fact, i'm supposed to be teaching myself that right now, but its very daunting.
nice job.
are you in L.A. for your music? a friend of mine just moved ther and is managing a few bands. seems to be going well.