thearcanecircle

Yes, it s definately one step at a time. I enjoy being challenged, believe me, I was riding high off of adrenaline for hours. I could barely sleep I was so pumped up, there is nothing like walking off the line after a shift like that and saying HOT DAMN!! But it is very draining, and I hate getting burns, I have quite the collection and it is not very lady like, I wanna be soft and pretty, I don't need to prove I am strong, rather I simply am and struggle to maintain a sense of warmth and softness. It is too easy to be distracted by the challenges in life and forget that we don't have to be jaded. Believe me Rogue, I struggle w/ the same things as everybody else, I laugh and cry just the same, my blood is red. We are all humans. It is these challenges that remind us that we are so fragile, I feel most alive when ...wellll.... ...you know...and when slinging pans in the line. It is a rush.

BTW - I never dod get to comment, I enjoyed some of your new pics, there is a solemness to those shots I found quite intrigueing (sp?)

Ouch to you too. I'm sorry to hear that.