As the days get longer and I get fatter, I'm starting to realize that I'm back home. The depression is setting in again, I'm starting to remember how I loved drinking and smoking my ass off at bars that didn't card with exciting new people. Bah. Yesterday was one of the best days in NC that I've had in a while.
It started off with this girl coming over to hang out. It ended up that we had a lot in common and cuddled in my bed for about three hours, just making out and talking about stupid shit. We also watched cartoons, and I love a girl who loves cartoons. But yeah, that was really cool because I think she and I might have a pretty decent future, but I guess we'll see, I'm not really trying to get my hopes up about it given my track record with luck.
edited to update: supposedly she is locked in a love triangle with two other guys whom I know. this shit is getting out of hand, lol. whatever, shit happens. especially to me.
After she left I slept for a while and went with my friend that I met on the plane to this girl's house to play some pool. I won all three games and totally kicked the girls' asses, even the one who had no ass, it was quite good fun. We then went and got some ice cream while I had a cigarette and glared at some stupid high school kids that were giving us bitchy looks.
I guess things are looking up, at this point I have no idea. While it's great that I found myself in New York, now that I have, I think my heart's left in the city, or at least a piece of it. And I know I won't be coming back any time soon, the money issue is bad. I need to get WAY more gigs for Binary or I'm going to have to take up a job....working for someone *gasp*.
I also downloaded this video today of this Crouching Tiger, Hidden Dragon thing where these two kung fu people are fucking, and everytime the dude bangs into her you hear these fucked up 80s sound effects, I've never laughed so hard in my life. I want to play live again more than I want another cigarette. I miss the stage so hardcore.
In other starting news......Flux is the new SG on my friends list....
Have the planets realigned or something?? Because some crazy shit is going down in my world.
It started off with this girl coming over to hang out. It ended up that we had a lot in common and cuddled in my bed for about three hours, just making out and talking about stupid shit. We also watched cartoons, and I love a girl who loves cartoons. But yeah, that was really cool because I think she and I might have a pretty decent future, but I guess we'll see, I'm not really trying to get my hopes up about it given my track record with luck.
edited to update: supposedly she is locked in a love triangle with two other guys whom I know. this shit is getting out of hand, lol. whatever, shit happens. especially to me.
After she left I slept for a while and went with my friend that I met on the plane to this girl's house to play some pool. I won all three games and totally kicked the girls' asses, even the one who had no ass, it was quite good fun. We then went and got some ice cream while I had a cigarette and glared at some stupid high school kids that were giving us bitchy looks.
I guess things are looking up, at this point I have no idea. While it's great that I found myself in New York, now that I have, I think my heart's left in the city, or at least a piece of it. And I know I won't be coming back any time soon, the money issue is bad. I need to get WAY more gigs for Binary or I'm going to have to take up a job....working for someone *gasp*.
I also downloaded this video today of this Crouching Tiger, Hidden Dragon thing where these two kung fu people are fucking, and everytime the dude bangs into her you hear these fucked up 80s sound effects, I've never laughed so hard in my life. I want to play live again more than I want another cigarette. I miss the stage so hardcore.
In other starting news......Flux is the new SG on my friends list....
Have the planets realigned or something?? Because some crazy shit is going down in my world.
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kesey:
Hey, do you know about Wilco?
flux:
The Night of the Hunter. It's an American classic.