theangus

Oy, I'm so tired lately. Everything seems to be passing by really quickly, I'm just not sure where I'm at. Like when I went out of town to Wilmington it was just incredible to be out of Raleigh. I mean I love my home so much, I have a couple of really good friends here, and I have Kings, and Lily's, and Third Place, and all the memories of concerts and shit, but it's just so suffocating here. I mean, I'm taking off with my business and everything, which is awesome, but the real money won't really come in until July-August, not to mention how I don't have a car. I feel like there's people I need to meet, and concerts I could go see that I'd never be able to see here since well, I live in Raleigh. I don't know, I guess it's just because there's been so much fucking stress crowded around me that my brain just needs a long, long break.

If all goes well this summer I'll at least be able to go on a road trip or something, if I can score a car somehow. Yeah, I most definitely think that some form of transportation would help me be able to breathe in this hell hole. It's sad really, it's like I can't breathe unless I'm out of north raleigh and downtown or something, not really sad so much as just odd. But oh well, what can I do, lol.

Any Suicide Girls coming down to Raleigh any time soon?