Maybe I really ought to look into medication.
If I don't look in my inbox... it's both there and not there. The letter, I mean. The one I'm waiting for.
If I don't look, it could still be anything, and only in anything can there be an absolute presence of hope.
If I look, and the thing I hope for is there, hope is dashed out, replaced by satisfaction, and to an extent,...
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If I don't look, it could still be anything, and only in anything can there be an absolute presence of hope.
If I look, and the thing I hope for is there, hope is dashed out, replaced by satisfaction, and to an extent,...
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mugglefucker:
I haven't talked to you in a while and was wondering how you're doing? Are you missing your hair or do you like change? I think about you often and the time you were on cam playing with your sword drinking red wine. You always make me smile.
junecarter:
darling.
you know if anything is going on, you can talk to me. i promise ill listen.
you're one of the main reasons i stay on this website.
xo
ps. message me your address so i can send your christmas card!
you know if anything is going on, you can talk to me. i promise ill listen.
you're one of the main reasons i stay on this website.
xo
ps. message me your address so i can send your christmas card!
I did something extreme.
I shaved my head.
I'm still two ways about this decision.
In other news: I need a new apartment, closer to work. Badly.
I shaved my head.
I'm still two ways about this decision.
In other news: I need a new apartment, closer to work. Badly.
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junecarter:
did you have a meltdown?
like britney?
like britney?
tartann:
Thanks for the comment on my mini set!
ps...U shaved yer head on my birthday which is ironic because I LOVE dudes with shaved heads! Yum!
ps...U shaved yer head on my birthday which is ironic because I LOVE dudes with shaved heads! Yum!
Thanksgiving dinner with family was tasty.
I had a chance to give back House of Leaves to my brother. I feel a little relieved about that now.
However. Now the holidays are over, and I'm alone again. This blows! I really have to work on that.
I had a chance to give back House of Leaves to my brother. I feel a little relieved about that now.
However. Now the holidays are over, and I'm alone again. This blows! I really have to work on that.
aaamy:
I've been looking for that book for years! I've been trying to trade books in exchange, but not a lot of people seem to own it, and I don't feel like buying it.. hehe. How was it??
And I'm jealous you guys already had Thanksgiving-- we still have more than a month
And I'm jealous you guys already had Thanksgiving-- we still have more than a month
aaamy:
Yeah, they say night-shift workers usually end up with the same thing and it takes a while to resolve it, but I'm just one of those lucky ones where there's no actual reason I've developed this schedule 
. I actually feel very sleepy whenever it's light out and I'm always amped up when night hits-- an annoying schedule
I was contemplating renting House of Leaves from the library, but it's usually always checked out.... plus I supposedly owe them $90 dollars so I'm not really allowed to rent with my card anymore
. I actually feel very sleepy whenever it's light out and I'm always amped up when night hits-- an annoying schedule I was contemplating renting House of Leaves from the library, but it's usually always checked out.... plus I supposedly owe them $90 dollars so I'm not really allowed to rent with my card anymore
Life is lonely again! This crap is crap!
Anyways. I guess I should just be focusing on work anyways. Yeah.... work. Hmph.
Anyways. I guess I should just be focusing on work anyways. Yeah.... work. Hmph.
missybecca:
Awww *hugs*
Life is slightly less lonely now. But will it last? Hmmmm! I sure hope so.
missybecca:
I hope so too!!!!!!!!!
Hope you have a fun weekend!
Hope you have a fun weekend!
Life is totally lonely.
I really need to meet someone. Well, someone who likes me. That's preferable.
I've been single since february. What the hell. Like, I have so many friends who are chronically single. I don't want to be like that. I don't want to be that dude who is permanently single and stays at home all the time and one day he discovers...
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I really need to meet someone. Well, someone who likes me. That's preferable.
I've been single since february. What the hell. Like, I have so many friends who are chronically single. I don't want to be like that. I don't want to be that dude who is permanently single and stays at home all the time and one day he discovers...
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ravioli:
hugs
hugs
ambizzle26:
thanks for the comment!
Staff birthday parties are awful.
Soooo hungover.
Soooo hungover.
deunan:
You're so cute. Oh, it's been too long.
I just went to the Voltaire concert at the Savage Garden last night. It was so crazy and awesome. He's just such an entertaining person. He only played like 6 or 7 songs, I think, but it was still worth it. I just wish I had brough enough money to get one of his new CDs.
junecarter:
well i only have one other offer other then you.
besides. im sure i can do something special just for you.
besides. im sure i can do something special just for you.
Today was my first day on grill duty at work. Our ventilation is kind of messed up right now, so it was really smokey, and probably not very good for my throat. Bah. Rage. But now that people are leaving, I'm moving up the totem pole. Things can only get better. (Haha, as if.) Things can only get harder, actually.
I don't want to be...
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junecarter:
hope you feel better sweets!
junecarter:
dude my parking pass is like $400 dollars. what a joke.
oh. and im taking offers. so make one.
oh. and im taking offers. so make one.
Still just working a lot.
I have kind of a sore throat.
Is it because I've been smoking a little bit more pot than usual? Is my body reacting to that? Who knows.
I think I have a date Wednesday. That'll be rad.
I have kind of a sore throat.
Is it because I've been smoking a little bit more pot than usual? Is my body reacting to that? Who knows.
I think I have a date Wednesday. That'll be rad.
godiva:
hey thought i would say hi! xoxo
bza:
hope your throat feels better!
and have a sweet date!!
and have a sweet date!!
I just finished House of Leaves.
I wouldn't be surprised if I've been borrowing it from my brother for a year now.
But, hey, better late than never, right?
I wouldn't be surprised if I've been borrowing it from my brother for a year now.
But, hey, better late than never, right?
nobodyherenow:
Thank you!
Aww don't be sad and unconfidant!
Aww don't be sad and unconfidant!
and lets talk.