theangrysloth

Hey, this is me having an active journal. Yep.

Today's journal entry is "add me to Facebook if you want to know what I'm up to."

facebook.com/sandor.dugalin

Just saw a screening of Sucker Punch!

Fairly predictable. Great visuals, good music, paper-thin plot. This is definitely the feminine answer to 300, and I mean that in a good way; I liked 300.

The whole movie definitely gave me some Final Fantasy vibes, too. Fun.

Blah blah blah. Stuff happens. Then other stuff happens. I'm still bored.

How do you tell someone in another city, whom you haven't seen in over two years, that you love them?

Or should I just be asking if there's something WRONG with me.

Dear blog:

I can't seem to drop lower than 120 lbs. 121 was the lowest I got. I'm wavering between that and 125.

If I *am* gaining weight, I swear it better be fucking muscle mass. I know I only work out 4-5 hours a week, and progress is SLOWWW, but come on.

God, I can't wait to get back on the bike.

Time to start cleaning things up!

First... my desktop... then my entire life. Ha.

I wonder what would happen if I unplugged the internet for a week.

I think I would suffer withdrawal fairly quickly.

So I'm officially a RANDOM DUDE.

Nobody in or outside of chat likes talking to me anymore.

Everyone just fucking hates me. I don't even know what the fuck I did to deserve this.

I can only assume I'm old and ugly now. That's fine I guess. I just thought it wouldn't get this bad until I'm at least 30.

Bored. Feeling better, but still bored.

*yawn*

I still feel like crap.

I want to stop feeling like this.

What the hell.

It feels like drowning...

The way life only ever seems to give me just enough hope or happiness so that it can let me down again.

And recently the small bits of happiness haven't felt like enough air to last until the next wave.

I'm tired of people being interested in me just to leave me in the dirt.
I want to die. I can't...
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I was really hung over ALLLLL DAAAAY.

Fucking tequila. Tequila is an asshole. Blaaaaaaaaaaaah.

Anyways... still single. But tomorrow is another day.