Talk about a night out of a movie!
SPOILERS! (Click to view)
And old friend contacted me through a dating website I've been on FOR YEARS, haha, and I realized it was her (she obviously knew it was me already) and I met up with her and hung out last night; funny thing is, we've been friends on Facebook this whole time (not so funny thing was finding out some old "friends" of mine told her I was gay years ago which was why she never spoke up before, though the timing would have been terrible back then so this is PERFECT, they did me a favor by being assholes really, guess I should thank them
) !!!! Caught up, talked about all kinds of stuff. What an amazing night!!!! So great to spend time with her, and cuddle up - JUST WHAT I NEEDED!!!! I feel like someone just lifted 10,000lbs off my back. Felt so right snuggling and being together.
That long awaited sigh of relief finally came out!!!!! I feel like ME again. And there's more to come... Seeing her again on Tuesday. Yay! I'm delighted.
AND she gave me the electronic cigarettes that I've wanted!!!!!!! SO I CAN FINALLY QUIT!!!! YAY!!!! Sober from alcohol, AND quitting smoking real cigarettes. WOOO! Hello healthy Ryan! 
