last night i thought i should update, but i was quite exhausted so i chose to write somthing simple.
its looking as though im going to be moving to san francisco. a part of me feels as though i conceded to a battle. this is me trying to be considerate. this is me making sacrafices for the sake of something great. this is me hoping that i dont wallow in selfrighteous anger and resentment. i can always move back i suppose. bottom line is that it will be a great experience, no matter what the outcome.
im really fucking tired of being the new kid. this would be alot easier if i had the emotional walls that i had structured around myself 4 years ago.
its looking as though im going to be moving to san francisco. a part of me feels as though i conceded to a battle. this is me trying to be considerate. this is me making sacrafices for the sake of something great. this is me hoping that i dont wallow in selfrighteous anger and resentment. i can always move back i suppose. bottom line is that it will be a great experience, no matter what the outcome.
im really fucking tired of being the new kid. this would be alot easier if i had the emotional walls that i had structured around myself 4 years ago.
daniofthedead:
man, if you move there. i will be very jealous. thats def an awesome opp. no matter if you come back or not. life experience... mmmm.....
jeslyn_james:
i've never been to san fran but i've heard it's amazing. i hope everything works out for you!