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I haven't posted anything for a while cause I've been in a bit of a funk, and I don't like writing when I feel that way..
Now that I've come out of it, for the most part, I figured I would post about it..

I spent my Birthday with someone who has been in my life for about two years now..
She basically jumps into bed with me every now and then, but the rest of the time barely talks to me..
She comes to my work, and even though I work in a bar and that might seem normal it's not even close to where she lives..
Before I met her she got hurt pretty bad, and it's made her kind of gun shy..
I know I'm a guy and supposed to be happy that a women will have sex with me no strings attached, but the reality is I'm not getting any younger and I would really like something real..
Does that make sense?
I know she has feelings for me, but she's a lot younger than me and I think she's scared of getting hurt again and being immature about it..
I'm seriously debating cutting her out of my life entirely..
I'll stop boring yall with that nonsense and move on to something else..

I was rocking a little hawk for a while and I decided to bring it back



I love living on the border and being Mexican cause I can find some good tacos..
For those of you who aren't vegetarian and ever find yourself in my neck of the woods I strongly recommend Stopping by Taco Tote..


Well that's all for now SG land, but before I go I'll leave you with a random pick of the flag..